Euphoria

2008-01-28T10:15:00.000-08:00

post#95

Provb 3,6

In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight

I continue from Ange's post, 'God has given'...

I think it would be impossible to simply Say Hallelujah, if it means Praise ye the lord. Defined as a shout of joy, praise and gratitude, to such an amazing king we serve, I find it hard to Say such words in a small voice IF i know its not even a fraction of what i can give. In the song Beautiful One we sing, " my soul my soul Must Sing ".

And so rejoice, Praise ye the Lord, for God has given.

2008-01-11T07:02:00.000-08:00

centre parted
ughhguhghhh im noot drunk la shhitt ardgh
i've got milk.

very very good drunkard. des
joel
teo
bailey's barry
shickenwings - joel

nick's dad, joel, nick
we hand-chopped 7 pencils in 1 night
joel, barry
Shickenwings full set
brandon moto

i think this was a restaurant at malaysia
eh later arh...we aguhnuhhllee sajeerabutan joseph me and fukhai & cherie dropped by

just quit hall la haha
grace shuyu angela caiying
haters give me them salty looks
i cant let this just go by. so darn nice. honger konger
caught these two boys at the shop window... think gonna adopt one haha

post#94

ive never been here so long i wanna close it but there are still people who wants some entertainment so...maybe some time. Anyway, hmm so much happened. Like there is a... my trippers dinner...yeah it was quite fun even though really short. Not as if we were catching up or anything since we're all quite close, but its more of...sharing and dicussing current stuff. Yeah.

then theres gery's birthday. yeap the 19th or 20th bday..cant rmb shit. But at least shickenwings got her a top. I think quite funny cos we spend almost 2 hrs just to find like crazy but ended up buying a top and 4 of us sharing for the cost. Nick obviously would be getting his own stuff for his sis. The dinner was good mainly cos of the company? yea i think all 5 of us can agree on that cos there's a lot of talking and talking and drinking and laughing and playing( karate-chopping) everything we can. Des dared marcus to take one of the super ex wine bottles and smash it using his knee. hahaha damn funny. But desmond was drunk so it was alright for him to throw my handphone around, take absolutely out of the point pictures, steal everyones drinks, speaking in chinese for no proper reason. I think we ordered almost a hundred bucks worth of drinks. People would just "oh thats not a lot what, its quite alright...yesh so dont Step Paham, its within ourselves. AND yea, only nick was beer. We were all wine and mocktails and bailey.Bottomline, good time spent together. Meeting them again tonight for more spiritual life sharing, glad god has, by prayers, managed to bring all five so close and totally live out together in his name.

I don't need no doctor, because I know what's ailing me.

2008-01-03T01:06:00.000-08:00

leonard&nelson
Nelson& horny gingerbread man toy

i think this is one of the best pictures..dont know why.
ShickenWings
ShickenWings bath time
lobby area
toilets

ShickenWings room 202, we combined the kingsized beds to make a mexican wrestling ring, supposedly.
me joel des
teo, siol.
the sun thing like nice....
me and joel, he liked this cos of reflection..

CharsiewBoys & ShickenWings. 4 and more years of cell togetherness all packed together. Marcus, brandon, bryan, nelson, joel, me, david, leonard, nicholas, desmond.
Group Compassionate. Eugene, clement, jenan, marc, tianyao, cheryl, me, glenn, nicole koh, nicole mao, cherie, daryl.
new years day, Fuiyi & me, super long time didnt see you haha
Val tham aka Cotton Kitten
my cell guys trackers, and some of the previous year trackers. Im just there to support haha.

post#93 bra

sorry for not updating those who've been nagging. but this not much funny pics at all haha. Just a few camp pics from my phone..the super hell lot ones arent with me. Post them when i get it. Anyway. Hmm senior camp was good..it was something different, and last year's senior was also not bad but i think this year's is slightly better. maybe cos of accomadation. This year's was austin hills resort or club or whatever. Nice place Bad maintenance. But anyway. Overall..had fun, had a talk with god. seriously. My group was quite fun too haha..cos now cheryl has our ShickenWings(my cell) slang. all the siol stuff. and haha okay la bonded with the guys in my group and...

POPE Action Figure. With REAL Bible Flipping action! Preaching Sounds !

haha okay enough.

so that was somehow It.

NewYearsDay was quite fun too especially service, me joel jeremy(marcus brother) and marcus couldnt stop laughing at some uncle who were sitting opposite. Like the whole night we make fun of all the uncles...haha..like when jeremy sees one that looks relack and cool and anyhow, he would " eh barry see that one..lepak bodoh !! siol...never give chance la he! " hahahahaha...okay i think now more and more people whom we are close to are Infected with this. haha. Oh yeah last night also went to freaking Bedok to visit my cell guys in trackers. except nick whos in HK. and some CharSiews went too...with Pearlyn Goi and tiff tan. Fukhai pastor reuben too...quite fun la the night, actually also went to see jolyn haha crazy woman. Do the animal fur rub. Well dont even know whether i can make it too trackers next year..i rather be there with the leaders. Anyway, gots my ex mission trippers reunion dinner tonight whatever you call it. SeeYUR

Alone and desperate on the prison phone, they want to give her seven years.

2007-12-25T06:39:00.000-08:00

Gimme gimme, Gimme Gimme More!

porch push ups
joel and nick tip toe-ing. seriously.
the hakka methodist church choir..really good
grandmom getting baptised
some machine nick and marcus was playing with

Xmas. Suck year.
hes smiling like crazy, must be a good show. haha
marcus teo thai king
the brother
His relatives house. really nice place...nice price too.

post#92 bra

hey. haha havent blogged but now just upload all the past days stuff. Anyway today Still IS Christmas..and compared to all the other christmas..i think this time round for me it was the worst. yeah. Not a good thing...like..i guess cos a lot of people didnt turn up and all the older people...just simply disappeared. I seriously dont know whats going on. I felt that..well, this year there wasnt a very strong spiritual impression during Xmas...as in i think i felt as if, it was Xmas for the sake of having Xmas. Even though i spent extremely much on Xmas this year compared to the last few, it didnt feel any better. I hope everyone liked their gifts though ! Can tell that nobody expected what i gave haha..joseph was quite stunned..Vivien didnt know how to bring it home. But i thought like haha, at least give those practical kinda stuff, no point buying something the person wont need or use. Yeah, got them all those pillows, blankets, towels, flight neck pillows...Ikea stuff. I think i wrote over 40+ cards...crazy. So ambitious. Slept only like 5 hours last night. Thanks to all those who gave me stuff and wrote me those nice cards, very thoughtful. haha thank you ! BUT anyway, Xmas ending in half hour and, well Ive given god MY gift for him..have you? dont forget !

It's a repeat of a story told, it's a repeat and it's getting old .

2007-12-14T08:47:00.000-08:00

this is quite funny
not gay at all la come on.
he's shopping in bangkok now
cher & me doing breakfast

i did that, it tasted better than cher's and i gave my pancake some friends
joel & cheryl tennis
more friends, cher !
cooking mama game or something..des, cher, and her fur dog
bra, joel, Fur-thing & des

post#91 bra

hello, haha shit i havent even get the junior pics so i'll just blog about my few days..actually. Nowadays we're having so much fun. I mean my guys and cher and tania i think.

hahaha today was nuts cos me and cher slept at 3am last night and woke up at 430am to take cab to the airport. but i woke up later and cheryl ended up waiting for me for like...20mins. haha im sooo sorry again. so we arrived at terminal 1 to send marcus and his family off. yeah, teo's dad gave me 10 bucks to spend before they left...anyway. So me and cheryl just wandered around til we found the bus stop that has the bus 53 that'll bring us to cher's place. So the whole morning was spent watching crazy americas funniest videos on internet and making breakfast. actually we were making breakfast for each other cos only 2 of us. But was super fun and all cos i told cher to flip the pancakes fully. Not the slide flip one but the throw and catch one hahaha...guess what at the end of it all my pancakes still tasted better cos more crispy. And my pancakes had friends...all boys haha.

So we burnt time till like 3 plus then everyone came over. my guys...except marcus cos of course...hes in thailand. Rest of the day was tennis and mahjong and tv haha, very fun cos i think during tennis a lot of stuff happened like when des shot this ball at me which when hit me, was hard enough to make me fall. haha it was so freaking painful yet funny. And when des said sorry i sang to him " its too late to apolloooggiisssee" hahaha. the timbaland song i think. Yeap. Mahjong was just freaking boring cos i only won Once while cher won like 4 times in a row. Shit. Tomomrrow has even more stuff coming up haha. hell of a time. SEEyar.

There's a girl in this harbor town, and she works layin' whiskey down.

2007-11-19T05:58:00.000-08:00

best movie of the few months
oh yes, right slap on christmas . best.
marcus's favourite man of the month
teo, deskmourn

post#90 bra

just some random ass pics for those who come here, usually to laugh at the things i talk about and the pictures i take. but i guess for now, im still waiting for the camp pics. SHOW to you guys as soon as i can.

2007-11-08T23:55:00.000-08:00

that car is quite big
pearlyn's abusive boyfriend
some girl won the subaru. Men ought to be ashamed
thats like..some minister in that white car and the whole road has to freaking stop for him
the team chat has two german guys fighting over who took the checkpoint first. children.
dessy babies
some outing pink dolphin
red handed

post#89 bra

hello, i havent been here for a long time but...its okay. Hmm so much happened since the Os ended for the guys..so we're going out almost everyday. They're tennis and all...so yea..just play along. literally play along. I'm having retrenchment now cos i quit so many and..i guess Num sort of "fired" me cos i wouldnt smile. yeah that sucks. Went out a lot these days..like playing pool, shopping, tennis,... maybe tomorrow going with nick sim to dye his hair. What man. "i want ash and brown" dont know la...marcus..there was this day, we sneaked into his school to play tennis, and he had no change for drinks. so we walked around until we found this room which was filled with canned and bottled drinks..for the scouts i think. and we remove the window pane, tore open the box and took 5 bottles of pink dolphin. Well, thats stealing..so Dont do that. teo said he'll just donate 4 dollars back the school. i just thought of this suddenly, How many people can walk past the mirror, and say they like what they see..."just fine". Everyone wants to change the way they look and aren't satisfied..Why. Dont know why. Girls." im so fat"....."diet diet"...."I need a tann"...."facial facial"..."my hair not straight or healthy enough". It doesnt stop, this kinda thing. Yeah and i spent too much on pants lately. And well, im happy with however not-so-perfect, not-so-typical big muscle, tanned, tall, that i am which is damn as hell good. Okay i wont judge those who wanna change themselves. Oh yeah, nick has new NICKname. MCP King. the cell named him. Insiders understand hahaha. Junior camp is coming and prep sucks..hopefully tshirt design, color...and the...group names will be done soon. otherwise they're gonna have crappy..Un-cheerable names. I want to play badminton..or swim.

"Just Fine"

2007-10-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

sat night's swimming pool
They like...dress according to whatever country theyre in what the heck. yeah, haha graceang, adrenaline junkie.

brother and his...beige polar bear he carried with him til now..8yrs plus
this was him and probably his first prayer
My parents would joke about if arranged marriage was still used, they would want her. Yes...shes my childhood best friend. Shes my dad's colleague daughter..Michelle i think.
This is Barry aka mayer replica. I just threw away my reputation.
Thats. mom. with me..If she did this to me now i'll think shes on drugs.

post#88 bra

here's a hell load of gay baby childhood stuff. Looking at all these just makes me wanna get a dirt bike and a Hummer even more. Just to pull up my toughness. I mean look at me ! I bet my grandma would dress me better. Anyway...Spent the last nights at grandma'a place..still extremely tired because came back from work with isaac. Jiawei also wanna join hahaha..Have been guitar guru-ing non stop for the past few days. Nothing much else. I think Amerie and Keri hilson are the best female singers of these days. Even though they aint that popular but yeah...amerie is the best la hahaha. sorry. yeah works been boring but most of all...the days are passing too slowly. OH YEA anyone who is reading this better make it to service this Sat night..Theres a talk show...hosted by ME. Yea...Me. Expect nothing less than the original uncensored classic barry. Angela likes it classic..so Yeah ! ahah. Won't tell you guys who is the guest star. Thursday theres a meeting for rooming, grouping, fooding, shitting, games, workshops. So cross yer fingers and pray you get good rooming and nice groups..haha. Isaac likes fat girls in the company. Blessings to all those taking Os.

They say the water is cherry wine, all them women drunk all the time. Sherriff Jackson went out the back, now his daughters all dressed in black.

2007-10-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

get a load of this guy. He's like still stuck in the 60s
this gramps shirt doesnt even make sense
hossana swee in hong kong

post#87 bra

you know im quite...okay not quite. Actually really pissed, but now..you know..shimmered down.
Because tonight(thursday night) i was supposed to meet lydia pok for dinner. But she didnt turn up and all that and i was calling non-stop and sending msgs to a phone which is completely not being used at all. Un-freaking-believable. So i waited 2hrs+ after work to Eat. Okay lydia if youre reading this please go call me back or something.
Okay anyway had been working throughout and my two week probation attachment whatever..means i can quit anytime from now but i don't think i will that soon because isaac just joined the company so...yea..just hanging around to accompany him. Haha and some super gross ass fat girl who joined last week, stole the last vacancy so s.poh can't join haha. super funny. and that girl ...we saw like eating 3 ice cream cones today. It is No wonder. hossana swee is in hong kong dont really why...but shes buying a hell lot of nice stuff for me so i won't mind. Oh yeah during work i saw this Neo-hippie guy..or tourist. Neo- means pro-something...in case you dingbags didn't know. Yeah seriously he had extremely huge belbottomed jeans, crazy hair, some fake indian god colored dress shirt, and get this. at least 16cm high platform shoes. Seriously. and this other granny who, also a tourist, wearing a shirt that says, " Our feelings will Glow together before long. " What the hell hahaha. Anyway see you..joel has new wallet and he feel bad. (Plan is working) hahaha Joking!

Down to the wire, wanted water but I'll walk through the fire, if this is what it takes to take me even higher.

2007-10-19T10:05:00.000-07:00

the brinjal raddish and another unknown veg
that unknown veg. thats what we did. All the smart shits, this is not cucumber or pickle so just shut up.
Mrs brandon's mom rx-8
brandon's place and teo on igallop
ange..so now? does this picture look anything familiar? haha

post#86 bra

hmm, i havent posted for soo long. and i don't how exactly how i get the idea of putting a password on the blog to prevent asses. but i dont know how to and i got a lot more things to do.
monday was filming for junior camp video with teo, brandon and cheryl low. Turns out the video quality of the rolls were so bad you can't even see the persons facial features so...im guessing everything has to be done again, or maybe not since theres no time. Meeting tomorrow morning then discuss. Gotta go pray for extra guidance or something.
Sunday was spent with teo and nic, and me and teo went to shopNsave, bought a raddish and brinjal and another veg that looks like giant pickle. Why? nothing, we just bought it for fun...and just couldnt stop laughing at the vegs. Nic was being " non-team-player" because he was all like, " you guys are sooo bo liao.." Come on man, just have fun. It has always been about fun. So we took those 3 vegs...those 3 boys haha, and messed them up. And we all had crazy fun, even nic-sim-bo-liao.
Rest of the week was just work and work. Yeah..but nowadays getting better and better because 2 of my tourist families/couples/clients bought packages or signed up for membership. So i have a bonus of $XXX times 2 haha. Been treating a lot of close friends. Don't talk about teo..that boy, bought him soo much shit. wait til he sees it. Don't care if he's reading this. Oh yeah the Other boy in my cell also has stuff...but won't tell him yet. Yeah well, enough about my job, confidentials.
Facebook is nonsense..so difficult. Tomorrow's service.

And I will wait to find if this will last forever, and I will pay no mind when it won't and it won't because it can't.

2007-10-14T23:05:00.000-07:00

post#85 bra

Im breaking down because I don't think i feel too good because im not posting any pictures and my stuff is falling down and im not stable in the Father's work. There is so much to do in so little time, and yes, im not talking about exams because i dont have any but i never held such responsibility for so long and usually i just quit and bail out because i hate to be responsible for others or any work to be done. But now i dont think i can run out because the lord says do it and do it well. In everything thats just so out of place and difficult to coordinate, i must be obedient. I need his help or that rock to stand so nothing can ever shake faith, to want to come even though i have nothing to give.
2samuel 22:7
In my distress I called to the Lord,
I called out to my God.
From his temple he heard my voice,
my cry came to his ears.

2007-10-09T09:10:00.000-07:00

last weeks delivery, JOB change time!

bam's 180 nose-stall
Mr Brandon Cole Margera

post#84 bra

hi hi. im back from jogging because im afraid of loosing body shape and getting...Thick. whats new.. i stopped that Ocbc advert job on sunday so i could study or slack on monday. Study because tuesday(today) i have my final paper, DnT paper. Like why the Hell, would you wanna give students a one week break instead of letting them finish just One more paper and get over and done with.
So on sunday decided to sleep over at gramp's place, and it was fun because she also cooks food better than my mom. ( My grandma's my dad's side, I dont even bother about anyone in my mom's side) But yea, i dont even bother about my dad...just that i really love his side of the family...all the uncles, who are all dead, due to crazy shit they did (runs in My blood) and there's only my dad left. And of course together with my grandma and aunty. Those are like the only two people in the World who are family to me. Anyhow, why am i telling you all this?...its okay now you know.
Monday study a little then comes Tuesday...Today. The paper was more difficult then my ass expected, so i think im definitely gonna fail my Dnt. Tomorrow...Im getting a NEW JOB again..hahaha, goodbye loading white trucks and pushing red balls.Im going to this ice cream Bar, they call it...its named...erm, Original Mix. what the. And you would like to know that the employees are all girls haha, like all the jc and poly girls, oh my god haha. and im like the first and only guy working there. How do i put it in short? Fun.

La curandera is the young girl, in a linen dress of white.

2007-10-05T04:14:00.000-07:00

randy
EX primary school best friends, Nigel, randy
this is what we did on the first day of work
theres like 3 rooms of this
delivery-raffles city business district, harbourfront

the woman's new office
looks quite nice..
the rooms like the 36th floor

post#83 bra

hi, this week was all exams but it was still quite fun throughout. I finished my Ns on thursday and after that, i went skating but was so damn bored cos all the people at the skate park...so action and talk crap so i was sort of irritated so i went to suntec, supposedly to meet Joseph CHAN but he decided to Not come. So i was just sitting around...and guess what. I bumped into my two best friends from primary school. Everyone spell Coincidence. I cant even describe the euphoric feeling haha...it was so sudden and...so happy all of us. Nigel tan, i sat beside him for at least 4yrs of my primary school life, and randy, whom i went home every single day with. Anyway, so we sat at Ben&Jerry's for 3 hours talking and talking and making fun of ex school mates and yea, it was super funny, and it really made my day. Nigel wants to be christian and turn a life round and he asks if i can help convert. Oh yes, i will tan....yes. So you guys should look out for him tmw night...looks really fair, a bit ang moh, red zits and big arms haha.

today friday today friday today.........i started my new job( once again) for the first time today and yea, honestly it isnt very fun. My mom's boss hired me so..her boss has a joint project with OCBC bank so...they are doing adverts with red balls all around singapore. For those who wanna take the balls ( for free) they come in 4 sizes, small, medium, large, extralarge. yeah they are going to be placed at harbourfront, raffles city, orchard cineliesure and bugis junction. So please go grab a few home. You will probably see it on the papers within these two weeks. Well my job is to pump the balls and do delivery. I thought it was easy but hell, when youre sitting there 9 hrs a day doing all this brainless tasks...you will really cry to go home and sleep. At least the pay is good though. My mom has a new office thats nicer than my room. shit im tired..

Hold the presses Mikey, hot news on the wire. Hundreds see an image of a Guinness drinking choir.

2007-10-01T05:42:00.000-07:00

hummer h1
h3 the best thing you can drive on land

niche
jackson chia and junaid
he slept there
teo's
yiling and the crazy ass 4x4 rubiks cube

post#82 bra

hello, hhaha today i was late for my nlevel math paper 1 and i didnt get barred. Anyway, Can't come often either cos of exams and my dad won't let me use until i clock off at least 4 hours of work everyday, which is a hell lot for me. Free time was spent watching the last 5 seasons of Viva La Bam which isn't showing anymore since 2004. Well, im having chem and physics papers tomorrow which i think will do better than math.

last week went to haji lane with Junaid for the 2nd time in my life, to visit Mr Jackson chia of niche...who is a school senior 3yrs ago, and now he owns Niche together with his bro and bro's girlfriend. So go see him and say bendemeer sucks and he will give you a free tee.

Saturday was spent with teo at tution by rebecca koh, and after that we were desperately hungry for food but wanted to get it free since his sister joyce teo had $20+ worth of plmgs funfair coupons. So we went in got a pizza, and saw joel and nick, the other 2/5 of my cell. And we went to play the....hitting with foam cushion sticks game.Nick was being as anal as a man can be because he kept on putting on that freaking Acs barker Thoburn pe singlet. he was sooo bloody proud of it. While me teo and joel were just like " just take it off, no one cares about you and your thoburn buddies in a funfair." I went shopping for Electric and all i found was a tshirt and a super crazy ass-ed up gnarly Globe skate utility backpack. So we had service, and a...yea, went to teo's house cos i was so damn tired.

Sunday was the most unexpected shit cos we went to church and there was not a cell or anyone...its crazy. Cell over and i went on with my nlevels and i think im prepared so bring on the cambridge.

Let us vote to dunk the witch in the river Styx and photograph the lye.

2007-09-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

bryan..haha sunday lunch boys...pomfret!
what the hell
des and teo with those boys we picked up
boys
americasgottalent time

foot fight

post#81 bra

Oh my god, you know what..i actually thought i posted this a week ago...but blogger was so goddamn shit ass that it didnt publish the post on that day and Now a week plus later its here.
what the hell.

havent been touching anything for a long time, having nlevels and class tests and all the stupid revision..damn boring. Anyway...last weekend was kinda boring too because we all were meeting up and shit but no one did nothing. So as i remebered service was like super funny cos me and teo kept laughing at the sounds that speaker dude was making. i mean sure, the jokes was alright but its not That funny.. the squeeky and wierd sounds reallllyy hit the spot. Supper was at new grapevine..Freaking shit that place costs quite...okay la its just a little overpriced. So me and teo decided to play pool at the table...haha damn funny. we went there to write our names on the chalkboard for our turn, and we were like, "you'all man, do we gotta pay for it or is it free?" we both looked down at the same time and it was 2X$1 and teo " better erase those names..." hahah But we didnt so we played and a...i lost to some long hair dude by 2 balls and teo lost by one. Its alright we aint that bad.

then comes sunday. we practically did nothing. okay well my guys hooked up with bryanloh and brandon for lunch..ex cgls, and yea. so we went back and guess, me des and teo found these two hamster guys and desmond sort of like " hey man, those guys...okay you know what, lets bring 'em to the...the..somewhere. i dont know?! marcus you bring home! " so thats what happened. he wanted to me help him bathe those two hamsters, but come on..i dont like animals, theyre furry and all. After allthat its just tv tv and tv with his family. oh yea jeremy and teo had this really gay but stupid leg tussle...i have the freaking entire video of it. anyway see yers soons

Dream with the feathers of angels stuffed beneath your head.

2007-09-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

HappyBirthday Handsome man.
I know you want this. But heck no, youre 16, not 18.

no high chairs dj
swimming pool again
okay la, its really nice.
regina,vivgan

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Happy Birthday
Desmond Tan
now the boy's 16....you know what that means des? you can.....

i dont have time. now stuff quite rush and cramping up cos there're things to do but i dont think im prioritising well. everything's like...just take my time so end up i get nothing done. So the week has been spent the worst way possible, while holidays i had...english, ss and chinese papers and like the other 5 papers start on oct 1st i think...yea...must check.
Went to a club, for the second time and...yea. It Really Sucked. After i came out, i was thinking of never going clubbing again until im 18+ or even 21...after army. because...like, to go clubs aint bad, but the temptations there...reeaaalllly a hell lot. Its like...Sin's toys'r'us or...Wal mart or something like that.So...as much as i like pretty girls, i dont wanna get involved with anyone. and as much as i like SOME liqour or wine because it tastes good, Not because of alcohol...i dont want to get drunk either. Beer damn smelly and tastes like butter with something over-fried thats in liquid form. So when youre there, you are bound to have a tough time on decisions and, simply a freakin tough time telling satan to go to hell. Yeah okay, well, to go Back to hell.
But the point is, clubs are so darn boring i mean for how long you can shake on the dance floor huh? how thick is your wallet to keep buying drinks? that probably are the only most normal things anyone would do there...the rest.. just dont. Sin in daily routines are more than enough, why go visit Sin-EE-Liesure
Service night was not bad, just that grace chan & her friends #1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11 (or whatever she calls them) who was behind me and Teo wouldnt shut up..Oh yeah, now i owe 2 persons presents when im very very broke.

.........and (continued)...happybirthday dessy...and yea. here's all the cheesy stuff. Thank you for being in the cell with the other 4 of us for the past...9yrs. youre 16, youre 16. Go play 72 hours of non-stop tennis marathon matches to celebrate and show us that youre man enough. hahaha, no im just joking you got o'levels boy. DO the right thing.

Slow cheetah come, its' so euphoric, no matter what they say

2007-08-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

crazy ass plays dota at 7 in the morning because cant sleep
nice view behind...i mean the hills
after gyming
swimming Pool
shaun

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sorry ive been taking some time to " process " my stuff and all....been really busy studying. Yes, I'm studying every night. This week was quite wierd though like...it just felt different.
Monday- went to school but was so tired, so i left after recess, which means i attended for 2 hours plus...
Tuesday- i woke up around...5am and went to joel yap's place and slept til the afternoon. Which also means i didnt go to school. Oh yea shaun was already sleeping there...so we three were there and all. after joel woke up from opening doors for me, he played freakin Dota in the freakin unholy hours. We woke in the noon...and ah...had Tau sa pia and chocolate cake for breakfast with milk and were watching The History Channel on cable. after that..went to gym for an hour plus..we fought with each other hahaha...like we were trying out all the fighting moves in front of the gym wall mirror..and comparing who could do splits. I got the closest to a split but...so did my pants. So we carried on to go update joels passport. but the queue was rididculous so we went for lunch with joels dad, mom, brother. And me & shaun was all, " i have never in my freakin life seen this coffee shop or this place.."...but at least food was good. followed by pool til evening when those two had cell. We had Subway for dinner. I dont know if im counted as deprived...but it was the second time in my life i tasted Subway. And after that i swore that i would always have Subway if i had to choose among fast food. Shaun wouldnt shut up about me getting cheated by buying some meatball set.
Wednesday/Thursday- My form teacher said my principal was considering on banning me from my national exams hahahah what the hell right. Because of my bad attendance and sian attitude everyday. but im guessing she wont cos' i just got me nlevels entry proof slip. Monday is my chinese paper followed by SS then english. Yeah..during Sept holidays.so stink. anyway..saturday service's attendance won't be very good i think. Just looking at some stuff. gotta go study now.

All the memories of everything you've ever smelled, not alone, I'll be there tell me when you want to go.

2007-08-24T23:26:00.000-07:00

look at gramp's face
This MUST be printing error...
MELTING boraboraboraboraborabora
MELTING 2 boraboraborajohn

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hello. and im Wooooo. i was feeling pretty shitty yesterday actually haha, felt quite like....i lost my heart. so emo. but really cos you know when things dont go the way you wish it to be, with people, and you feel so rejected.
Hmmm yesterdays didnt go school...so in the afternoon went with junaid and yunhao( his honey bunny ) ugghghhaagghh....to go and study. so we went to bishan library and found not a single table. And something pretty wierd and uncomfortable happened haha, some chij StNic's girl was going to ask my 826346458648643 for her friend when i went into the lift hahahahahaha........SORRY girl ! haha shit happens. Junaid said that girl's friend was really pretty, and ask why i didnt bother to give anyone a chance. and i said, it wasnt my fault if she was too slow. So we went to study at cafe galilee...which lasted til...8 plus. we had a lot of fun though but inside i still felt pretty painful for something. BUT we saw...no, actually only I saw Regina koh and VIVgan and Sara wan and junction8. talked.
Well weeks been alright..school life is improving a little actually. god was working well with me throughout...the whole darn week was listening to Kanye west and all john frusciante's solo albums...oh yea for those who dont know, hes the RHCP guitarist. I realised that his songs are very well organised and recorded but the lyrics are really deep.
Oh YES i almost forgot to mention...BORA !!!! for those who dont know shes a contestant at the MTV games...and she got eliminated on monday !!!!! shit them la. And the worst past is i cant find a single picture of her other than the two i had. She's Korean. what a silly coincidence right vivien hahaha.. so now im like waiting for time to pass til service time..im tired.

Driving to eat a carvel cake, somewhere you know isn't where you think is, have you gone away already.

2007-08-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

My grandma don't even have a bag like that la...what's he trying to do? fashionista.
fatso very action leh..see the silly face
work day with junaid
junaid
my first time walking home on an expressway

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hi. im feeling like shit today because of all the little petty shuff, but you know when it all piles up it feels terrible. im not EXactly pissed at people but im kinda frustrated. Yesterday, me and junaid went to work.. only for one night cos i needed to buy something. so we went at around 5pm plus and we saw this chubby fish on the train, i just couldnt stand it so i took a picture of this shit. Take a look at him, look at the bag, look at the face, observe the amount of lard and trans-fat this animal had put on during the years of his life. you must be wondering why im so against him, its because when he came in at a stop he " diao " or...glared and blinked at me and junaid so i was pretty pissed and ready to pick a fight with this gummi bear. Oh yea did i mention, he's a barker, not "barkerian" or whatever.. Barker. i mean wha the heck we never even do anything to you, why must you stare in the way as if we are any class lower than you. so we worked and managed to earn quite little. simply bad sales. and eventually we only managed to catch a train which terminates at toa payoh, we were at yishun. and from toa payoh, we missed all the buses, so we decided to walk on the expressway, PIE actually..first time in my life, and for those who havent, its sucks cos its very dangerous and your ankles will hurt because its far. so from toa payoh we walked to potong pasir, and i couldnt take it so i took a cab back. well i guess its an experience. Todat's service is really meaningful and very important message but i guess i was so full of frustration that i couldnt hear god talk.. and it made me feel a lot better when i know that lydia left in the phone in her bag thats why, so its not her fault.. shit, i didnt find vivien. Oh yea today rachel shuyu and joseph didnt really help when they said i dressed like a slack-job, but honestly its really good but a bit slack...but its nice what?!! David said so... okay thats the last thing im bothered about. seeee you.

Go ask the dust for any answers, come back strong with fifty belly dancers

2007-08-11T12:46:00.001-07:00

" Table27, I said LAST game! "
ahh yes yes..action
Jeremy's poly friend
marcus teo
end of day3 at teo's crib

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hello. im feeling a lot better now thanks to those who asked. Wednesday didn't even watch National day...quite not interested cos every year looks the same. OH YEAH lydia was doing her umbrella thing at the Ndp so she wouldnt go for dinner with me. Anyway..yea, since wednesday..ive been hanging out with teo at his place with his brother jeremy. and now im blogging at his com which is supposedly the 4th day...damn. Not as if i cant go home or anything but i guess im just really..tired of seeing the same people put you down so i guess its like a short in-country vacation.Okay im just simply tired of home. and mainly my parents because my dad is doing a lot of annoying and unreasonable shit to prove his point, and well obviously its not affecting me.
Rush hour on friday was a real ass-kicker. yeah, should go watch it...really good. Past few days was quite fun but a bit no life..me and teo wakes up at 12, lunch...tv...use email and messenger...tv...nap..tv...pool...supper..tv..sleep. And so on...haha. quite funny la the timetable.
But today was a bit funny cos we had to go my place to get clothes after service supper, and we missed last bus to bishan...so we took the bus that went the furthest..which ended at toa payoh, so we walked the rest. But at least..we talked about a lot of shit and secrecy. So...haha quite fun. Tomorrow cell at 930..we sure wont wake up in time but lets just see... Now, the dvd marathon starts.

It's anyones reason, everything dying and leaving, out with these faults and you make me a baby.

2007-08-05T23:21:00.000-07:00

john frusciante at RHCP Live at Slane castle
this boy got scolding from his mom because he wouldnt stop moving when she carried him
grim's fathers day episode

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anal people i tell you. yeah, anyway..not coming here that often because i have to study for my prelims. I dont really have a mood for talking about much because my weekends was a bit screwed up and totally did not enjoy my weekends as i thought i usually do. My cell group really like crap, its like split in all directions (siblings and friends of them you cant see whats happening so shut your face and dont try to tell me everything is fine) , they dont even know that theyre dry because they are already so dehydrated. Not as if im doing better but at least im still holding to god by the hand. there are that few who say and make stupid fucking noises and attracted a fuck load of attention. you know whats the point here? i was the one they are making sounds at. fucking animals. Then theres this guy in isaacs cell that i dont really like his face..its like i dont know him but he comes into my conversations and stand there and start making his noises. Oh yeah im quite pissed and those people who made comments about my hair..and to be exact im not pissed at the people i know better or im closer to, i dont mind because they are good friends and im talking about those whom I dont really know and come up to me asking what happened with my hair, its like, those are the Guys that tell me how my hair or how my clothes should be? i mean where the hell are you from? french vogue?..im going to start giving out names soon. but to spare their face, im going to say one is from isaacs cell ( dont worry those i talk to,youre not the ones) the other is that asslicker (wears a cap, wannabe ahbeng ) who is also a friend of isaac, and the other one is that one with his BrandNew highlighter shoes.(john foo and ryan will Know who im talking about) so anyway im waiting for wed and i hope theres no school cos i really have to start studying or im just gonna do badly. Im waiting for the Transformers dvd to hit the stores..mtv getting quite stupid. Cell is just getting worse, studies really not going in my head, and yesterday was my moms birthday and i hope dont lose my history file because its important. so many shit coming back. I have to go discuss with god what to do with everything.

I love the feeling when it falls apart, i'm slow to finish, but i'm quick to start and beneath the heather lies the meadowlark.

2007-07-29T19:57:00.000-07:00

homer simpson
taniar
somebody tell this woman shes not Fat.
i look like shit but..its okay la hahaha

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here the Supposed post on sat..but got a little busy on the way. Caught simpsons...quite funny but sometimes a little too silly, and with tania shopping for her tie and some men toilet badge for the Clare girl (her friend) but ended up saying " i guess i'll just keep the badge for myself" hahaha. and i didnt buy much but gonna come back for some nice stuff.

Anyway, well this week started horrible. didnt go to school yesterday cos i woke up late and the mood just..aint there. Actually believe it or not i feel like shit cos my prelim period starts tomorrow, and i dont think im ready.

Today went to school on time but guess what, first period was english and i didnt bring my english work so that f*cking shithead was all, " since youre not interested in my lesson and the work, you go to the detention room now". Why the hell does every asslicking teacher use the same phrase... so i was sitting in the detention room the whole damned day because even after her period, the dm didnt release me..so i just...sat. at least i got to sleep for like at least 2 and a half hours there. Hell, thats not even anything to be proud of. so bottom line, monday sucked tueday, today is F*cking shitty. Tomorrow is the english paper though..and parents are just cant shut their faces. goddamn everything is beautiful. i am sorry!

Come back baby because i like to say, i've been around the world back from bombay.

2007-07-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

On the next episode of The Biggest Loser,....
vivien
gan
This week on the biggest loser...fukhai gains more than he expected

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THURSDAY oh man haha...another brother got shot by cupid and stuck his lips to yet another female cheek. well...actually felt happy for NICHOLAS LIM because that boy has missed the touch of a good woman for some time. haha...not as if i haven't..butttaaa.. haha, im a career guy. laugh laugh laugh all you want but look whos going to hollywood. not you. anyway..weeks been shitty with problems with Fender and school work. oh yeah prelims is next monday and im quite slacky..but everyday feeling so tired even though i sleep quite early...say..11. but last friday was super fun because me shuyu gwen and joseph went to play board games at fukhai's place. Found out im not very good at fast games but better at strategy games. Anyhow...spiritually speaking, the big guy up, did a lot of stuff for me and like..every single time when even the small things happen, i straight away know its Him. no doubts. School getting more lifeless, the nasi lemak starting to lose its bang, and my ipod charger is bust. well, at least the spiritual side is doing pretty well.. this saturday gonna catch simpsons. hope the seats aint so shitty as hell this time.

I could be rich like a wondering gypsy, i could be poor like a fat wallet lost, i could be the first man or i can come last.

2007-07-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

the first cell leaders. Boys of love. nelson,bryan
gwendolick-the-cream-off
this picture proves i stayed up til 5.40am for Rhcp on LiveEarth
by angela, TAGHuer. What are you made of?
also by ange..doesnt she just makes you melt in the heart and nervous on the out

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hey this is a public apology...im soooo sorry this post took a week to come..just that blogger is such a pussy when it comes to uploading photos. Anyway...weeks been quite funny because me and junaid(my indian friend) (very very good friend) did a hell lot of shit in school...like me going to his class, saying " Good morning ms tan, er...DM wants to see junaid...." but actually im just calling him out of class then we go play..hahaha.
Oh yeah..the cell leader photo is just that i got reminded of the people who sort of "made me who i am" today. haha all the jokes and rubbish things i do. gwen is on the other one...eating some magnum shit at caiying's place.
AANND the LiveEarth...oh man, i stayed up around 11hrs for the concerts until the Chili Peppers came up..and guess what. Anthony came onstage wearing thrash bags and recycled magazines and the most DEVASTATING...............Anthony (kiedis) and John (frusciante) had their hair CUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anthony kiedis hasnt cut his hair short in 8 years ! the horror...the unspeakable unbearable...Pain!! and they only played DaniCalifornia...1 SONG after 11hrs of caffiene and some bad music here and there.. but i at least got to enjoy the australia one..that was really good cos there was John Butler Trio...another favourite band. Wolfmother and ThePolice was good too.
Saturday evening was spent shopping and dinner with ange before service. I will never look at fish&co. the same way hahha. We saw this girl..waitress. and i was behaving like i took drugs for breakfast. I mean..mah goddddd....she looks so so soo soooo pretty. Ange: " shes quite pretty but mainly shes just sweet" what the hell is sweet? ITS DAIBETIC la....You whoever is reading thinks im just love sick or overreacting but..hey. i have not had any interest or even eyecandy any girl since the end of 2005 ! a GUY will tell you thats Long. okay maybe this other girl from the Apple I-shop but that was like See-can't touch&go kinda thing. Hmm enough of my soft...

You know he gets quite a fright, whole world has gone and changed on him, feels like it was overnight.

2007-07-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

awww...aint this couple sweet? massaging in the train...hahaha they look like bullshit
from today, we are retired and relieved of all silly duties
thats right...nigel, nik, zhi hao, me, roy
hafizhan and barrrrrrrryyy.

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today was a little different because, my whole level went through the P.O.P thingy...which stands for passing-out-parade....which means...we are relieved from all cca duties....this is the day ive been waiting for since day 1. actually theoritically, i passed out a year ago because i played truant throughout the entire year. well, guess now we are ALLLL free from this. The parade was excellent and, really sweet, everyone was perfect. amazingly i decided to give my 100% since this is actually the final day i will be in uniform. Speaking of the uniform im probably gonna sell the boots and everything to the " kalang guni " man...heard the full set is worth near $60...its not much but come on, they gave us the uniform for free, so...we don't stand to lose anything. Actually i might even miss the times i see all my schoolmates in their uniforms...some of them just look really cool, or funny hahaha. the cops, the guides, the redcrossers, the armyboys. today was quite funny cos, when i changed into my boots, i forgot how to fold my pants...hahah didnt go for too long i guess. but the bottomline is......today was just different in a good way.
anyway, at last gonna watch transformers with grace tomorrow afternoon and in the night gotta go do the slideshow at josephs place. seeyyyyyou.

Get smart, get down with the pow wow, never been a better time than right now

2007-07-01T12:10:00.000-07:00

that tania who sent me off...ONLY tania.
onboard that tigerairways plane..

first lunch with pastor wasan. Fukhai, pastor, joseph, barry
this boat was washed ashore by the tsunami
the infamous bus rides
this beautiful beach is actually a tsunami hazard zone. Ironic
Lookin' good somebody...

anyhow-poses
one of my fav fukhai photos, do you see why?
me, gwendolyn seah keh leng, joseph chan puppy
isnt this a beauty? YES. i happen love it
this is cute hahahha

DAY2

okay he's really not that strong. really...
the first building assignment, the pavement outside caiyings room
stupid korean drama emotional moments
making fun of shuyu and her fake pregnancy
everyone used this hammock outside OUR Guys room

rehearsing for the skit for the english camp
our night devotions

DAY3
this is their school bus, its really cool
first day at the english camp
the kids at the school..........

the kids teachin....joking. thats rachel cheryl and caiying teaching
with the way angela can sit, she could be a transformer
YOU SEE!!!! Perverts caught on cam!
fukhai's alright, grace?, almost priceless.
you and your boy.

the kids activities..photo frame by sticks
and a shot.
PLAYTIME! i didnt put the photo after this one because gwen was being sexy. as in the bad way. but look at them hahahaha
The new Nike jump-over-hottie air max 1. keep jumping...over hotties. For a limited time only.
this is just...*breaks into tears*

DAY4

2nd day of english camp and this is the kind of dance joseph taught
3 little pigs skit. im serious.
lunch time. really good. rambutans and mangosteens non-stop for 9days
hey. dont tell me you look glam while being massaged by a ex-army-officer Officer while having backaches.

the beautiful people. angela, fukhai, cheryl
NOW you know why we make fun. fake pregnancy, baby die!!!

potential right! grace and caiying at work

DAY5
thailand's...king. gwen's.....bathroom guard
my grandma is none of the above. act 60s right these teenagers...

jo almost fell in the water cos the pillar is actually just a huge upright floating log
at the fish place...dont know whether to call it market.
pastor wasan and the fish
building 2 ! shuyu, katie, laura and ingrid
while building the home

see, i did a lot of work. they did...a lot too, gwen did....not sweat at all hahaha
angela and the woman villager
gwen had another super unglam shot of this but...lets just enjoy the hammock
thats pastor killing a lizard and flies with a rubberband..it works, we tried.

DAY6
church service in the morning

our church guitarist..hes quite good.
pastor and caiying giving testimony to the church members
this shirt is the best. this is some daughter of a church member
we played with and had to look after the kids during their sermon time
on the way to pangna bay

oh my goodness, this is. yes. PRICELESS
in the pangna bay caves
fukhai climbed this army-rope-like tree vine that was 3 storeys high
and then it was joseph
mmmmm....and barry.

this was where i puked cos of indigestion while going up some small mountain top
what we did at dinner time for the fun of it

DAY7
me and fukhai caught glued to Zuma Deluxe before morning devotion. hahaha first thing in the morning
the shopping in thai language game

what joseph did when he wasnt builing the house. gaylord.
the house building in progress
cheryl is always doing some gay shit and always caught on cam. Madam hankypanky
what i did with my free time. thats ingrid as a supporter haha

phuket's streets.
katie, jo, bra, laura
home visitation. another church member's home

these guys are just chillin'. its pig farm

DAY8

one of the only photos with every single person in

pastor wasan and his family
going to that floating kelong-like shop place.
the boat ride there
we are one.

they call that rock james bond island.
thats me and thats um, my smaller friend
the orphanage we visited. and we all made our own friends haha. little buddies i mean
thats caleb the same boy from the previous photo. you know this guy was cryin and all and wouldnt let anyone to carry or even get near him. well, i guess the team was right, "barry,you might not want him but he wants you." well im not even saying i dont want this boy, hes quite cool
candid potential father figure shot #1
candid potential father figure shot #2 ( thats jo by the way)
this is probably the best photo they took together haha sorry.
me and joseph are on fukhai..it was super funny at that time cos we took turns to jump up

DAY9-leaving our devotion area, our church, our food court, our games place...for the 9days
this was like a little apartment that pastor used as his office, and the big space we use for devotion and everyday team activities are just beside..its linked. that means the guys can just walk out the kitchen and hey, meetings. weelll, the girls aint so lucky..they stayed opposite, across a road that was 4m wide hahaha.my job is done...i think.
ingrid took this...really nice

this is like..the neighbourhood i guess..ya thats the road that seperates the rooms. the girls were in that house with the van parked outside..thats Our van.
heres..our guys room kitchen. it looks messy but its not, actually its quite clean too
i dont know what these two were doing..i think because me and shuyu was the last ones to use and apparently shuyu spoilt the flush so....some of everyones essence is probably still there.
so this is our room...hahaha kinda like a pig sty, but hey, we were extremely comfortable for the 9 days like that. and i slept with joseph in a single mattress everyday, still. haha we were more than contented.
yea..we might as well pose for the last day before we leave this room of memories..okay im not gonna talk cheesy.

hot seat day...thats fukhai. and i like this picture hahaha
the teddy bear freak angela...im sorrrryyyyy hahaha
that cool girl. put your hands down!
the last dinner at some thai western restaurant...so yea, group shot
during our hot seat day, final devotion...presented him this glass photo frame with everyones faces in.

cheryl, fukhai, me...final shots at the restaurant. haha we all look really silly
i know you want this one..ha
kinda miss him. no wait, i miss him a lot
before departing for singapore...at the airport. phuket airport.
terminal 1. rachel is passing out all the mango and sticky rice we ordered over there...well i didnt..i mean, no ones fetching me from the airport and i was gonna take a cab home with fukhai so...why would i wanna carry mangoes and sticky rice around. even though its freaking good...

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this took me a freaking long time to put up. And to everyone, if you think blogger pisses you off by jamming everything, guess how long this post took me?...3days because the uploader hangs all the time, and it aint even my internet or pc's fault. okay thats enough anyway, FINALLYYYYYYYY mission trip photos..oh man. this was worth the wait aint it ?! hahaha. go ahead and indulge yourself and have fun. oh yeah, feel free to steal it too. goodnight...I am going to study. yes you better believe it.

Down on the bathroom floor she's searching for another light, she looks to me.

2007-06-25T09:43:00.001-07:00

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hi, almost a week gone after i came back and still no pictures..sorry because im too caught up with sorting out all the 2.5K pictures from the trip. And im not done with all my holiday homework, there are 2.5K pics to sort out, team slideshow meetings not confirmed, still got Rangsit team and Phuket team meeting on sat... and now finally grace show me how to put more than 5 pics on one post at a time. i feel stupid. anyway...fukhai's in melbourne so looks like the slideshow stuff gotta be done by me and joseph...and some of the team members..weeeellll looks like the first day of school pretty sucked my week up but. still gots to go. .yesterday was really fun cos WE went to vivo til 11+ haha...i mean me, shuyu and joseph..quite fun cos i shopped haha. well i just know im gonna get that ugly man nike shirt and jo gonna get that Balls nike tee. oh yea shushu wants 5 tops haha..Hips king. hmm, im still doing up and loading pics...so..probably everyone will get to see everything real soon. im kinda tired, waiting for mcdelivery haha. Grace: " youre crazy!" have to go pray for..a...for to clear everything cos..its all messy now.

Redhead señorita, looking dead, came and said "Need a bed?" in español

2007-06-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

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okay hello, im leaving this place in approx 6hrs, and later in 3hrs time, tania and mteo gonna crash my crib to wait for me to change and we can go. Hmm, come to think of it, my heart aint racing, as i imagined it would. Ocean's was the best shit, and i still havent watched poc3.. what a suck. I really dont know what to say now, the feeling that i'll be gone for some time, is like, er. like i cant leave people behind. I still cant fill my packing list, the toiletries part and flat pinned adapters. i'll be hoping to not be there for too long... to be honest. BUt, callingcallingcalling! when im back you people would get presents i think..? be back on the 20th. haha, heres whats left:
i wanna tell
tania that shes been such a cool brather and all even though i always fight with her over gay shit
tell marcusteo that hes that limited edition boy,cant find another brather like that,
tell nick that he should take care of himself and curb his appetite for _,
joel to work hard during this time,
tell desmond that hes matured the most haha( hell yeah i mean it)
rebeccaKoh& reginaKoh& lydia& vivien to continue to be such nice/crazy friends.
nicholaslim&jaredhain for being crazy asses
er, clement for being there to trick me into saying fha-ket
For others i didnt mention, not that i forgot, my pc not enough ink to type
And to all else who reads this blog, you are in the IN crowd haha, thanksyu!
back on the 20th. Seeyaall soon.

Pay your surgeon very well to break the spell of aging, sicker than the rest there is no test, but this is what you're craving.

2007-06-08T08:04:00.000-07:00

stains, fu khai...stains.

shuyu, graceang
team meetings
at the end of it all, rest.

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i feellleleleleleel so sad now haha, cos this will probably be my 2nd last post before i leave for phukeeet. haha, i guess ive been feeling so high, and crazy and all and crazy.. for these 2days that i was with my team, and i aint nothing like that since last yr's senior camp. IM SORRY joseph chan, who's in my team and...yea, he suffered the most of the consequences of my craziness. all the....me trying to fly, the chinese houses, osama tape recording and all that hahaha.it was fun la, to say the least. i guess my team kinda special, cos each one has different crazy stuff to deposit into the mission. im just thinking, i would maybe miss singapore, maybe a bit of the unitedstates(as if got anything to do with me) and like what rachel said, gotta lay it all down. for my cell, they would probably think i took drugs because im guessing by the time i get back, i wouldnt mind kids. ( i didnt like young children). and and and....i so look forward to the shopping, but anyway, its gonna be like 9days in thailand...i just really hope the toilets are reasonably..useable. i will do shout outs before i leave, promise...
okay, firstly i wont miss home, i know it. Ermmm, i also wanna say that for the past 2days i was in boot camp in church, it was so super wake up call. and yea, i had a nice time with my team especially fu khai and joseph and ingrid and shuyu(shushu!! nickname by rachel, disturbance by me joseph and fukhai). haha angela a little too la, just that she didnt come. and, ya i guess thats probably all for now. weeeeellllll.....last post would be pretty crazy i guess, got shout outs...check if youre there! til then, niggas

Down in the south seas, give me your mouth please, resuscitation is the way i find these.

2007-06-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

he did this before he left
ahh..the america man shirt.
rebecccccaaahhhoolliiiidaaaayyy.

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hi. sorry that i was quite late cos i didnt have access to a com since friday. dont bother about days and time. im telling you im blogging on a tuesday morning at 7.37. thats cos ive been staying over at my aunt/grandma's place for the past 4 days so now i just took a cab back to get my stuff and ive got school at 9. And yes it sucks and i hate it. my eyes can barely keep open..just so crazy tired. Well, ive been watching old dvds like...starwars 1-6 and oceans eleven twelve, smokin aces and all that for the past days during my free time.
So Saturday, went to the It fair/show at expo...i bought this speakers that costs me up to 250..which my dad paid 200 so its not that painful, AND which didnt come with a ipod dock so ive got a small room surround sysytem without any thing to plug my ipod in. and it came with a free radio. must have felt comforting. hell no. and i was late for service so i missed the commisioning so i lost 100+ free blessings. its okay i guess...lesson to be learnt here?, dont take your time to come to church for service. oh yea i wore this really cool and super nice unitedstates "flag" shirt... and there was a f***** who was wearing a blazer with crappy tshirt with converse sneakers and crumpler bag and baggy BreakDancing pants, with the oh-so-infamous shit hair( i guess everyday is halloween for him )...and who said "what happen to you? hahaha " when he saw my shirt. after describing how this asshole was like, would you think hes way worse off than me? You can all guess who this breakdancing and UNrepairable damaged hair boy is. AND i STill happen to think my "flag" shirt is freaking nice. so whoever who doesnt think so, good for you. for whoever who thinks that shit hair with ugly pants and blazer with colourful shirt holding a red crumpler is freaking sweet, you go ahead and ask that guy how he does his thing. so ironic bloody hell.
Sunday, nothing to say about it, went to church for 2 hrs and waited for marcus and joel to return from tennis, and when theyre back they wanted to go home. what can i say?...so i went back to aunts place for tv and all that. Beats home, whole family is in shanghai shopping(mom,bryan)/working(dad)/playing(bryan) whatever...not interested.
bye then..gots boot camp in church on thursday and friday, come hug me in my sleep. Tania thanksyu for being nice and half-milliondollar smile, Vivien please do come and you owe me.

Her favourite color must be platinum and gold, she only knows her stereo, she only loves the radio, think you gotta let her go.

2007-05-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

Thats SuYan....abercrombie freak
Tripods isaac hahahaha C&C3
Some random guy

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hi. i just had a sick quarrel with my mom again over childish you-win, i-win arguement. and ive not been sleeping well at all for past 2 days so tonight, after this im gonna really REST. today had the combined mission trippers meeting so all of WE-guys missed the sonicedge concert. but its okay....priorities. i suddenly had a craving for com games these few days thanks to isaac's exposure of C&C3.

But theres always more important stuff to be done nowadays...still got school la so shit. Can't even leave me alone for the holidays, seriously dread school and its population of people. everyone so labelled there. ANYhow. Vivien gan that girl. Gonna have to Catch her once shes in service. a slippery one... Well my weeks been pretty useless except mission meetings cos at least i enjoy the company. Other than that i did nothing at all and again EXcept getting a huge scolding from the dm cos i was late for extra classes. what the hell. and because today i woke up late and decided to not go to school since i woke up late, and to skip all the scolding if i went. and i dropped my guitar the second time this week. if it breaks or something, i'll probably die cos i cant really start or end my day without playing for quite some time. rachel have been slapping a lot of proper ways-to-act kinda stuff into me lately, yet i find it so hard.

I'M Sorry to all who thinks this or even other posts suck. just that, a lot of shitty stuff happening now. And seriously my msn nicks arent That bad...some of you guys just gotta be really open to this kinda stuff. so everyone just chill. haha. And tania, don't put the B there! gggoodnight.

Must have been a hundred miles, any of a hundred styles, it's not about the smile you wear, but the way we make out.

2007-05-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

f***ing nasty.

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im feeling so super bloody shit head right now because all the sickness. ive got these runny nose since last night, and when it stopped, it came back this morning. last night (friday night) had a very. lusty dream. okay im not even going to elaborate or anything because its not nice...but just to say there was no intercourse or such. ya and ive been feeling so irritated and tensed because of my throat, fever, nose...and i totally didnt appreciate todays service dont know why, maybe because the music so noisy and sound so punk rock that i went nuts. but it kinda feels slightly better when tansoh asked if i was crazy or alright..so caring. so make-you-feel-bettering. and nicsim was being quite caring too. so these two were just being sweet la hahaha, after so many years. next year will be our like official 10years of lovehood. and i just feel pissed inside cos i just hate people or friends that, if you guys suppose to go hang out or something, and if you decide to cancel it because of your personal reasons, they go " eh you very busted leh, pangseh people'' and they start calling you pussy or f*cker. JUST because you didnt go out with them. isnt that just so childish and ridiculous way of reacting. but anyway im not going to start swearing or anything because i feel like shit.

Roxanne, you don't have to put on the red light, those days are over. You don't have to sell yourself to the night.

2007-05-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

the generation guitar heroes-including john frusciante!
macritchie-cant spell
ya That.

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today was that bloody day with hiking. if i knew today would turn out like that, i wouldnt have even gone to school. totally shitting day. tomorrows that "dragon boating/kayaking " day....all the corny activities they come up with. about the hike, my class and some other sec 2 classes went to Macritchie for the hike. super noisy those sec2s...they got the mp3s plugged in but still can talk like hell. anyhow, the hike was about 16.2 km. hows that for the record. It doesnt sound like much, but when its uphill and crazy terrain, it feels like double the pain. oh yea, sakthi who was walking in front of me, stepped on a green colored, tree snake or something when that stupid boy was walking down the stairs, and the snake stood its head up and attacked me. I WASNT THE ONE who stepped on you man! it was that indian boy in front of me! and yes youve guessed. I ran away. I mean come on, its a damn snake for MY sake... it was almost a metre long la what the heck. i dont wanna go home getting sick and poisoned or whatever, holidays are comin! AND there was this later part, i freaked again cos there was a scorpion on the ground. This time, the indian boy is REplaced by Jane teo, who again happened to be in front of me, and almost stepped on the scorpion when she saw it and screamed or something and i looked on the floor and there was this palm-sized scorpion chillin' on the rocks. i didnt run this time but i did freak AGAIN a little. but it wasnt that bad cos that fella was just "clubbing" or chilling there and didnt attack me. okay fine, you'all probably think im like afraid of shit thats so small, but those arent your household hamsters you know, these guys are like the gangsters of nature or something like that. but the reservoir looked quite nice as shown. anyway, i have got to go watch tv.

While I move away, hard times don't come until tomorrow, These eyes don't see, take your skin off when you listen to me.

2007-05-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

nicholas,marcusTan,shawnlau,and harold.
for the boy who was worried for nothing
shawn, bass louder.

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weeeiiiiii. well had a really slacky few days... monday(yesterday) was all the...oh yea, it was marking day. so there wasnt school. and i probably spent the whole day watching old VCDs...yes. Vcd, aint no Dvd. old shows are...erm. could say more meaningful because stuff back then werent so crazy. last time was all about the honourable values and anti-racist issues..and old poor people trying to repent and make a living...yea those really slap the values and the "youre taking things for granted" feeling in your ass. well, NOW you have, spies and 3D cartoon movies, and sex and violence and sex and war and even more sex and aliens...Woh, theres hell lot more.
tuesday, woke up late and felt really tired after monday because of the gig. yes, niclim's band. just had to be there this time, i've ditched nicklim way too long because of my commitments...so im sorry nic...haha, maybe when the 28may or something or 30may party, we can go grab booty and play our lungs out. so went there met a nice boy called marcus tan hahaha...really nice guy. friendly. they played smokeonthe water, zephyrsong, bytheway, and aaa.....talkshowonmute. in the end, shawn was kinda feeling shitty cos me and larry(shawn's Bro) said his bass was WAY too soft. til we cant hear the pro in him. but the bottomline is they made it to some Ben&jerry's schedule. and that damned cone cost me $7. my pocket literally had a hole. and later gave nicholas some cash to go home in a cab because that brAther was sick. today, i had to go to school. and my results are. results aaare. stupid. okay thats it, ive gotta go for jamming now......

The grass is always greener on the otherside, the neighbour's got a new car that you wanna drive, and when time is running out you just need to stay alive.

2007-05-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

hi boys

post#61 bra

sat, today was a bore, because i had to wait for Sir. i-am-stuck-in-a jam. for 2hrs for that boy to come sweelee. so we checked out everything..and we left in a cab, met teo...we all had dinner at long john's silver ass and then nick left with desmond to party-the-night-is-still-young....so me had teo had a bus ride from his house to church. as usual it was filled very nonsensical debate and giggling at corny looking people. like this one girl who had a hippo for a face, and this old man who looked quite urban with them TatSings....service was kinda long when it ended joelwongyongzheng appeared from from from from hahahaha mother day! which is tomorrow and which is kinda tough for me to say the "happymotherday" kinda crap. so in the end, me teo and rachel had supper. with a lot of talkings and cute chats. me and teo shared 1/2 apple pies, 1/2 chicken foldover, 1/2 green tea, and some fries. talk was pretty filled with random stuff about music and people and all the.....ya. things. so now im home and my brother took a pretty cool picture of me with my phone without asking for my damn permission, but hes lucky the picture was nice. Or i would have put him out of his misery. goodnight. im broke.

To finger paint is not a sin, i put my middle finger in, your monthly blood is what i win i'm in your house now let me spin.

2007-05-06T21:10:00.000-07:00

post#60 bra

thursday. had history and chinese lc.. nonsense la the lc...cant even understand. history was alright but if i had enough time i would have bagged a few more marks. hours ago was just at cityhall with elson, timtan and hanxun. i dont really understand whats so crazy about that steve vai ibanez...haha as in. dont really undersand. not a pro thats why i guess. 1.8k. aint cheap shit. so then we ended up talking about marvel heroes in burger king. anyway...weeks been filled with test papers and all that kinda studying stuff. sorry i cant hang with you (nicklim) and jared. been so darn busy with all. and whats more, gots a mission trip coming up. phuket. i guess the "big guy" has his own funny plans for every person. i found out which prick ate my chocolates that i left on the third floor..i dont even let my cell guys take those chocolates why would anyone else bloody EAT it. oh yea, caught spiderman3 on saturday, yun hao's birthday and i still owe her a present. and im so damned broke. got some asshole who likes backing his mouth on someone other than the people he is closer to. and a fat girl who cant keep the mouth shut about anything, maybe with some of her own money spilled on her tongue. wierd little boy.. whatever. tomorrows dnt. avril lavign and falloutboy can shove their girlfriends and their arms-race down or up themselves either way.

Everyday i'm gonna kill my past, time gives endless spark to futures and anyway i'm gonna fill my last.

2007-05-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

she screams cool

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hello friday. combined science day, yes i had both full papers today...i think i guess im gonna be a...doing like shit. you can't have faith when you know you didnt work hard enough. having it is just saying give it to me for free. oh yea the picture's from last week i think, when i was going out in the train with junaid. there sitting was this, like one of the coolest Girls ive seen in singapore. notice the huge headphones. quite pretty right. and she has all the eyeliner like a 0.9 pencil lead thick. but anyway, i still got them papers, and i have to study, and freaking work hard because my dad threatens to cut my allowance if i don't at least pass everything. what the hell. the pasttimes, were spent reading punisher and iron man comics. okay fine its like children shit but its...ya know. its kinda fun to me. mtv is pissing me off. i mean, when you turn it on, all you hear is " hey hey you you i wanna be yer girlfriend " or something. dont know what the hell theyre doing. and tomorrows yunhao's birthday so half the class's ass wil be singing happy songs for her tomorrow. and ya we gonna bloody finally watch spiderman3... i was waiting. look forward to seeing the new goblin..super cool. okay shit i should stop the cool thing see you.

Someone swears his true love until the end of time, another runs away, seperate or united is it all instead.

2007-04-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

how this guy drive man...sunday
laypar (malay, means relaxing, chillin...)
taiktaiktaiktaiktaik
interracial

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today is monday and im really tired. English the paper and is the medium difficulty. its kind chim la, its not difficult that squeeze the answers out...yup. after school, went with junaid and sharin to get junaids shoes. the whole freaking day, junaid was "(victorphua accent) ReallY AH???!!!!" i had to "(victorphua accent) REAlly lA ! ". so we got the shoes and layparrreeedd at the kfc. the food was quite good haha..all mash potatoes ha. oh yea, sunday got some renault van got BANGed on the side, lookes like a mess. anyway, i wanna go sleep now. samuel thanks for lending me shred up your strat, nicoleM im still sorry for sunday and your chem book is super good.

I change the key from C to D, you see to me it's just a minor thing, he knows everything.

2007-04-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

he makes me pick up my guitar

post#57 bra

sat night, service was not VERY striking today but it was quite okay, or meaningful. i was looking for regina koh, vivien gan, rachel koh today but all of them werent there so shit. well, missions missions. hmm just got the form which says $600 and 12-20th jun or something so...technically i'll be gone for 8 days. and the money...actually its super reasonable already but im sure my mom will complain a little. just hop that its like what uncle alan said, " dont let money be an issue.." yea. it freaking better not. and realized that the phuket trip is for 17yr olds and above, but they said they woud allow me. so i guess i would most likely be the only 16yr old there...but anything larr... the week has been super boring and ya, basically, i did nothing. except friday, clement came over to tutor and i became so nutted out that i could not even focus on what i was doing. proves that i have not been studying in some time. at least friday did SOMETHING...went to take a brief look at some guitar shops around and i tell you, singapore is terrible at getting good quality, ass kickin' unique limited guitars. all they got is all the typical corny funny sounding guitars...except of course there are about a few good guitar shops around. lowered the search and in the end, i decided to get a custom-made piece. i will probably have to pay about 2k after all the custom paint job, parts and personalised inlays on the fretboard. but i think i wont mind spending it cos, after this one, i don't think i would ever buy another guitar. and maybe i will keep practicing until im some standard above church requirements so i can really screw out some sound. anyway, tomorrow, tan and cell all gonna go play tennis or something and i'll just stay in the infamous 3rd level to try to study. goodnight everyone. goodnight....goodnight.

The power of equality, is not yet what it ought to be, it fills me up like a hollow tree

2007-04-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

boys
reginakohVIVIENgan
im not going to say the stupid team name again
who sexier?

post#57 bra

freak this is so bloody lack. supposed to blog about sunday on sunday but only now. well heres sunday. iplay part 3......actually iplay is so much funNER than the typical games day we had for all those past years..the tng kids are kinda lucky. anyway, there was floorball captains ball and track. as in track&field running. yea, i did 200m on that day but i was super upset later on because i freaking came in 2nd. Isaac who was first. i was like, "what the shit am i so lousy?" . can say im like trying to act pro but the thing is, i didnt really expect to get 2nd. weelllll at least my team guys were like "its okay he's a tracker...you were not bad either" so i wasnt that upset later on. and regina and vivien were super nice and sweet like candy so it was encouraging. oh yea did i mention the night before that i was so bored and slightly pissed with my brother for breaking ONE HAIR off my predator statue which teo gave to me 2 years ago.. so i "tattooed" myself for the sake of it. i looked quite nice to me??.....butaa maybe not to others. grace chan said it was really nice (haha).okokkook.
so my team won our category in iplay this year Again. yup. but yet again i did quite little in achieving it, just wished i could have done more. well at least this years group photo was kinda hip with the monkey bars....yea at least i suggested that!!! but the guys were suppose to " kiap " each other but UN co OPerative children those guys. oh yea..mission trip. i will pray about it. Seriously.

We all want to tell her, tell her that we love her, Venice gets a queen, best i've ever seen.

2007-04-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

poom boom pak
pink guava vodka cocktail. nonsense
beach station
teo's socks. too cool
bryan

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friday saturday. nothing much too say really. FRIday, i didnt go to school for thurs and friday and Then, i got ditched once again in the night by a friend. so i decided to spend the night alone at sentosa. went there, walked like crap, drank juices and a bit of whatever and paid a bomb for the pasta, but i was hungry. and so, slept for a while at the beach until my phone woke me up. the thing that made me a little unhappy is that, i mean, if you plan to ditch someone, u can tell the person that youre not coming right? make my ass wait. Saturday...superly boring la, crazy... did physics in the morning and went to look at guitars. i saw a few that caught me but the price came with it too....the fender was like 6.3k according to Mr You-cant-try-the-vintage-gretsch......shit him la but at least the fender i tried sound very close to a gretsch. yes the 6.3k one...he said it was a 1962 model thats why. can see....the rusts on the pickup like dirty toilet floor. so went to service....ya...sex. service about sex. the videos are extremely silly. marcus teo's socks are the best i tell you....adidas. hahaha. im gonna buy la. oh yea, i learnt to not blame god for shitty things after these few days.yes. i didnt blame him, see, im recovering.anyway, i gotta bunk now, sunday tng games day pics and blog will be tmw...ya should be.
Goodnight............

Should have been, could have been,would have been dead, if i didnt get a message in through my head

2007-04-18T05:13:00.000-07:00

get out of my crib shawn
$4.00 thats all
meaning of music

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yo wassa hap 'round here. FFFFFFFFFFFF. yea hi....today is a wednesday and im bloody late for guitar teacherss. and anyway. still waiting for the band to form up so we can all get the heck to work. days were alright..just that i got this stupid problem of waking up in the morning and be in school on time.. as in even if i do, you see a dead lookalike. and it does suck damn it. oh yea what the hell is mtv doing these days? all the music is so terrible, like a....all the pussycat dolls and justin timberlake bullshit...except for One or Two. tans tells me her blog kinda scream boring but...haha i can only agree to a certain extent. thurs, im not in school cos yea im not done with some homework and a..im a little tired. tomorrows(friday) gonna be a crazy and wierd and a little special day. nights are always sooo young on fridays don't you think? haha. just counting off the days to get out of sec sch..wont tomorrow please be a good day because i had a sleepy stressed sucky week so i need a time off. oh yea, my face is feeling so much better and i kinda feel better about images too..wildboys was on an hour ago...the thailand episode. now im begging to go thailand and get one of those traditional tattoos. shit they look so different but so darn cool. anyway. i think this saturday has some programme and i think if im not wrong, we have to bring someone. okay pray for it then. i see you.........

I still don't have the reason, and you don't have the time, and it really makes me wonder if i ever gave anything about you

2007-04-13T09:21:00.000-07:00

post#55 bra

i think today was like having to lick the devil's ass a little. because i tasted sorrow on the tongue. today fought with my dad...i lost well. and er, i didnt get to kick his sorry ass as much as i would have. today was a while that i did not think of 'coke' and sex and pot and rock. all the while i had my head up in the clouds, waiting for life to kick me on the nuts to say " hey go do something with yourself" and im just the same. nothing has changed since ' he saved me ' and its like i so wanna hold the devil by his neck and stick a needle in his eyes. and im not supporting him, hes just a kid far worst off than me. and god? just when i was trying to get back on my tracks, the satan character comes tearing things further down. what would i give to kill that bitch satan. if wondering, yyyyesss im Not at home and im at an internet cafe and im probably gonna sleep at that adult pub like i did before and. just to get a load off my back. if anyone who has any better method of doing this, im open to suggestion. not insults or lectures, suggestions. but yea, Dodge says " grab life by the horns" , nike says "just do it" , and i say " what to do now." seriously. you know, i never thought i would grow up and didnt know i would turn out like that. im a mess. and just where is ggggoooooodddddd. where is he...where. and i thought girlfriends and money are hard to find. im damn tired now and i really just wanna....get some free money and sleep.

Let's go to the park, I wanna kiss you underneath the stars, maybe we'll go too far, but we just don't care, we just don't care.

2007-04-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

spanish fly
i forgot the name
that ronin white guy
singapore on the world map under ultraviolet light. joel, not me.
you popped the thing? why?? its nice!

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hi. sunday evening. whats on the sereo have been aerosmith and guns n roses these few days...and i couldnt stop humming the welcome to the jungle chorus part....that..." shananananana kneees kneeeessss!!!! " that screamy part. just sounds super fun. anyway...friday, when to esplanade to watch rock and roll night gigs, and turns out, i dont think singaporeans are that bad...really. we just lack to thinking and living space that america has. maybe if the government was more open to crazier opinions, we would be just as good as anyone. oh yea i met the ronin frontman...forgot his name though...but i still liked the hair. ooh yea i also went to get a new ipod cover, that leather one, and i formed a dream. a dream person to be specific.
SATurday, slacked out the whole day and went to town to meet joel and teo. because they knew about my dream and agreed to go with me, to try for. they played and fooled around but in the end, i was the one who struck the iron. guess what, maybe, i was lousy, maybe god was giggling at me. I was really sad and i sulkingly walked to the train with teo and joel, waiting for trains. And there was a voice " MARCuSSS!!!!" hahahha guess who crashed the unhappy party? tania soh ying. and her long john silvers cup friend. which save my throat....and service. Honestly its been a few months since i was able to shout and scream during worship with heart. SERvice was really good by the way . i felt loosened after that. and for those who cant "rock scream" , like herman goh, dont try. ive been properly conditioned and trained. then macs. hahaha damn funny, me and marcus kept havng that mushy phrase competition which joel and nick couldnt stand but change another table.
Sundaydaydaydayyyy....woke up at 9 and reached late like crazy for easter service. i was officially dressed for miami today hahaha. only thing missing is flipfloppers and some blond chest hair....to give that final touch. okkkaaaay. nicmao taught me a lot of chem and it ended with bowling and arcade. pretty boring weekend if u ask me, but, shes just a dream for me to wait.

All these lines on my face getting clearer, the past is gone, it went by like dusk to dawn, isn't that the way everybody's got their dues in life to pay

2007-04-05T03:02:00.000-07:00

very very long ago
very long ago
mango ango ago
not that long
to the united states of america, this has entered your within vicinity

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TANIA SOH YING cool

turned 16. march31, 1991-

for you.

How you gonna do it
if you really don't want to dance,
by standing on the wall,
Get your back up off the wall,
tell me.

,Kool and The Gang
Get down on it

2007-04-03T02:30:00.000-07:00

the show
this girl is the h
topman
ending
really ending..

post#52

yes here are them pictures and photograpghsbhbfssss.... yea..that was a show, but it weas way too short for anyone to enjoy. but anywaaay, sunday has passed and monday too but today ive skipped school...wow.ryhmes. and yea SUNDAY. was floorball day...actually it was quite fun since i found out that i might be better at floorball than captains ball...maybe. and yea, as usual there were a clash of hot tempers, self enforced egos, guts, and sour friendships-for-a-very-short-moment kinda thing. not me. but whats real fun without the rough bonding. well at least i scored 2 goals in one of the matches..so im useful this time. but the bottomline is we l o s t . which was for me a crazy uncalled-for event. i went prety ballistic after we lost and almost the whole team was either sulking, drinking bubble tea, chatting or just "sian". i was taking off shoes and shouting and half crying and half laughing. oh yea, me and teo did the whole fake accent and slanging beside sara until she went nuts and asking me and him to set up a new radio station. and ya we were also shouting FLORENCE / FlOWER for the last few mins because there was this girl with that name, and we just couldnt stop laughing at such a "cute" and wierd and really darn shitty name. as if ours were any better. abacus. so the whole day was just less sense, and mad than the captains ball day. and vivian is that cool girl whos always with regina and tells us that shes fat. Fat. Girls these days have no idea what fat looks like. maybe its a paralax err they get from looking with their own eyes when they bend down their heads. anyway, to whoever who thinks youre fat.......please find a hobby......like...some wierd fat loosing regime.

My love affair with everywhere, was innocent why do you care, someone start the car time to go,youre the best i know

2007-03-31T02:04:00.000-07:00

oh man. the hair is toooo nice
polaroid not (kopped) me and teo look damn crazy, while they are..normal people(kopped) post-excessive-shopping trauma

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wei...hello! It is very the late nows. anyway, came back from the SFF. freakishly tired. and my legs are killing. it was okay...could say it wasnt the first experience but it was definately the first time i stood at a balcony. the camera line of view was so bad and i was so lousy to use my phone for all the pictures. Went with teo joel and tan.

we freaking went there at 4.40 to queue but guess what. the line was so long til we took about 25 mins to get in and i thought we were on time. oh yea, while we were queueing..tan and joel ran away and i dont have a choice but to stand in line. i was soo damn irritated by these few Women in front of me, 4 of them, and i had to bear with their fake eurasian accent. i had to listen to them go : " (angmoh accent) Oh yea ya know there was laike this time..i went to the dbs bank to apdate ma accaunt, and there was like, this reeely cute guy blahblahblah........." freak la. i mean..they couldnt shut the hell up for barely 3secs...

anyway, we went in watch the shows....oh ya marcus came at around 6...so he missed the whole show, but we went shopping. it was super fun. i was helping teo to find reasonably good fitting clothes whil joel picked a bag and some shirts. teo bought 4 shirts (i chose 2) and i picked up a California tshirt and a japanese garden floral tie. damn its good. and the shirt got "california" !!!! yeah ! and after that we wanted to buy the Gay Accent mouthspray but...we couldnt use the vouchers. nevermind then. after that we just took a walk around and...and.and. went home. AWWWW. shit. anyway pictures of the runway show will be posted on the next post. yea so go look tomorrow or something.

Come to decide that the things that i tried were in my life just to get high on, when i sit alone come get a little known, but i need more than myself this time.

2007-03-26T03:31:00.000-07:00

the most bloody damn sexy shoes i have ever seen. just gotta get it
HAAHhhahaha VIP PASS
may i recommend ze seafood platter?
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post#50 bra

here i am. monday. yes i didnt go to school today cos i was too darn uninterested in studies, i was too tired and hell yea im sick. hmmm yesterday was probably the funNest day i had in a long time with cell. but first saturday. actually i did nothing on saturday, except watching mtv for about 5 hours straight from the time i woke up at 12. straight. Not even breakfast. but lunch was delivered so i moved a while. it was just too darn boring and i knew i had work to do but of course homework sounds more boring than doing nothing. so later on met some of the guys and hangED around to wait for service. i probably slept 20mins off service. what the hell is wrong with me..this is the second damn time. but anyway went back with teo after service but i missed MY last train and the last bus. so my dad had to drive me back. i feel like an asshole for waking him up in the first place. teo " you could have slept in church" . What an' annointing' suggestion.

Anyhow, SUNDAY. woke up late as usual rushed down. of yea now i got my own room since my mom is sick of me and brother quarreling so now...i got my official OWN "apartment" call it apartment cos anthony kiedis called his room that. anyway...yea joel and me rushed our homework in the morning til 1 plus. oh yea teo did my compre for me too thanks.. so later on we went shopping in town for the next album in my collection, and for teo's new slip ons. but after some "SOLE-searching" (hahahahaha lamelame) he settled for a puma match. we saw some asics and
i was " why not? "
teo picks up the price tag and his eyes went straight
and teo " THATS why"
so okay it was a little pocket burning but it looked alright. but then i saw these pair of metallic bronzed nikes and it was love at a few sights. few. because the tag was written 249. so okay i was pretty pissed cos...i dont know...it just looked so freaking sexy. i could wear it anywhere! then we watched beans holiday. me, it was the second time. but it was worth it. quite funny...esp the vip pass thingy. hahaha..i had a field day with them but it was time to go home. cant wait for fridays fashion week event.. oh yea by the way to the three whom i've invited as guests. This is NOT a topshop show. they just happen to be showcasing on friday. there's a difference okay Joel.

Did you meet your fortune teller, get it off with no propellor, do it up it's always stellar what a way to finally smell her

2007-03-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

post#49 bra

YYes hello this is like crazy because usually i would some photos. but its too bad because i wasnt very the photo mood this few days so i didnt really take any. today was sunday and Iplay Games day. for the tng....but yea actually got loads to talk about. BUT first. recount of pass days..hmm.basically everything was rather chaotic because so many damn stuff clashed at all the wrong times. like me and marcus when to work and some shit thing and ended up earning 15 bucks. crap la.
And then later on it was nicksim's birthday and yes, i did try my best to attend everything he wanted that day. but i got trapped with old parents friends so later went to see some doctor and went to teo's place. so we went and spent the rest of That day with nicksim and all...next day...er not sure.
FRIDAY. oh yes this is the stupid trump card of my week or even month. i cant believe i freaking spent my whole night out from 4pm all the way til saturday 5am. i was out with some friends and we went to ___ and got ___ and not going home and slept. Around. not sleep around.
And yea naturally i became so freakish tired and went to service, and slept about 15 mins away in service. audrey thought i was on drugs or something. but anyway... that night was pretty boring. then comes sunday.
Today. I woke up at 12 and the thing starts at 12.3 so by the time i washed up, logic says take a cab down and get your ass there in less than 5 mins flat. my group was pratically my cell and the girls were like almost our cell because of all the ties. so by the way, the team was Mojojajo....freak la i dont know, something like that. and our color was pink. OF ALL colors. i dont even have a pink shirt. so teo's dad decided to facilitate that need, well of course i appreciate. but he couldnt find it and he passed joyce(teo)(marcus is) to pass to teo....some shirt. and it happened to be joyce's pink polo. marcus was laughing at dinner just now when hes dad mentioned it. i couldnt even fit in it !!??? it like probably a guys XXS or something like that.Oh ya my team was Nicksim, Joel, Desmond, Marcus, Tania, Elizabeth, Eastina, and two other girls. sorry i forgot who. and me.forgot. so yea the games went on and on....then off and 7+. So we won. i didnt though. i only played one half time and spent the rest of the 5 hours playing bottle cap flicking and sprinting 400m again and again with teo because hes probably the only person in this world who can do all these with me just to make me feel not such a loser. and to have our own fun only two of us will understand ( or maybe with joel cos he was flicking caps too) . but yes i only played oone half time and it was like, " desmond i wanna play the next one, seriously" and come the next match, " im sorry man we gotta own this team otherwise we'll never win, maybe later" and the same phrase went on for ALL the matches so im guessing everyone got "owned" because the usuals played. anything man. i mean i may not play as well but come on, just give me a useful reason to be there. but yes. there were lots of people to talk to anyway, paul's mom reminded me that im not a loser and sharmaine talked A Lot about her birthday, and OH YES, melinda and gang were saying i looked like this guy from Eugene Ng's team....but really that guy was more handsome. I admit okay. so yes... things just went on and yea i met someone new today! that bernice hahahaha lynnete i wanna kill you for not telling me she was 'that bernice' . Nevermind nevermind. oh yes regina i was Not staring at your friend okay.really. So i guess the whole day was pretty droomy and no life kinda day.
But but but but...of course i went home with teo and we had dinner with his family. mrs teo was nice enough to treat me dinner and dad was "just take the treat barry no questions asked" so okay i took the money then.dinnerdinner...
Then we went to cut hair at some wulu barber. Shit hell man, im never going to a barber again. but the trip was damn funny. Marcus: " Uncle cut anything, short can already" OMG hahahhahahahahahahahahahaha. and i was " uncle layer top,back, side cut higher thinner......blahblah...." hahaha. but i still enede up with the same nasty short hair so i should have said anything too. Then worse still. during the haircut, we were beside each other so we sort of sang all the songs that were playing on the uncle's radio. When we walked out i laugh til i couldnt walk. Oh yes. since he was thirsty on the way back to his house, we went to ShopNSave.. we saw this guy walking UP the escalator that was going DOWN. and that guy was probably some 40+ crap cos he looked rather seasoned. Bra: " what the hell....he can't do this?! what is this!!!??" Marcus: " this is just Bishan la man." so it was really funny but you know...it worn off after a while. and so i was sent off in a cab cos i coulnd go to his house at that time cos tmw was school. oh yea.
And my dad would consider ( miracle ) letting me transfer to an international school. see how it goes?... hope i can though. maybe StFrancis Methodist International or smth. Anyway im not gonna go to school anyway so yea.

Knock on wood we all stay good, ‘cause we all live in Hollywood, with dracula and darla hood, Unspoken words were understood

2007-03-11T19:24:00.000-07:00

hanxun nicL barrrryyy. Hidden room of vintages.

this sure is nice
bath time boys!
No!

post#48 bra

this is a damn bloody monday morning. And it its so darn boring...I wanna play my guitar! but guess what. 3 string broke off...one cut my face the other two sliced a small line on my chest beacause i wasnt wearing a shirt. crap. all these just Have to happen...see if nic will go with me later to change. Anyway, yesterday was sentosa and it sucked( only a little actually ). So...yea i woke up at 9 although everyone was suppose to reach at 9..but its okay...I paid my own laziness.i walked in from the bus stop outside the fountain which was a little far but its okay because i was enjoying my music on the way and no one bothered me.I guess we played captains ball ( i was lousy ) , ultimate frisbee, volleyball, and and and water stuff. the water was great though...very cooling but salty. Heck its sea !!?? but yea sometimes you forget and end up taking a sip from the sea when you feel thirsty out of a sudden. okay fine stupid okay. i think the bathing part was the fun-nest man. really me teo and paul was bathing out in the open shower. because I told them te toilet was damn dirty and sick as hell. Everytime a tram drived past, teo will wave....even though he's bathing in the public open....and paul will frantically cover his body. and we say, " barry marcus take your hands out of your pants and stop laughing at each others nipples ! " and we did take our hands. I had to freaking hold the shower press for teo like 5 mins because he had sand trapped in his butt. anyway. we had carls Jr after and yes it burnt me and teos pocket with a hole for at least a hand to go through. butonce in a while no complains though. so we went on to nicksim place. i tell you. the dog i wanna kill someday...it licked my finger and made it smell like him.shit. but now...i can play mahjong. Yeah. the ride back home with teo is as fun la..haha

Save some face, you know you've only got one. Change your ways, while you're young. Boy, one day you'll be a man and girl, you'll help him understand.

2007-03-09T21:07:00.000-08:00

Hip hop.
Nicholas Sim said he stood behind the window to watch pool players......
Guess what. There aint nothing for that boy to stand on.1e3-4e3 buddy
What the hell.

post#47 bra

this is just a recap or photos that were in my phone since 2months....so now that i got my memory card...yea...let you sneak peak the photos.
1) Junaid, Sharin and me saw this old man near school. Honestly, not mocking him, but he looks like a rapper in a way.
2)Oh man this is damn funny, the last time cell went for pool at some wierd place, nicholas Sim said he used to stand behind the window pane, to look at people play....and yea, we didnt buy it. But he argued " Really! My maid would bring me home and then i come here to watch! " and me and teo," You sure???!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA there isnt even a solid ground for you to stand! how you watch?! hahahaha " okay it was freaking funny la. to think that nicholas Sim and his maid could fly.
3) Koh see hwa. best prefect in the whole damned-to-hell school...and yea we grew up from sec1 haha, she used to look really chubby but now look at the young lady all grown up. taekwondo crazy.
4) oh yea the plug from the gig with nic Lim and shawn...crazy. potential bomb man...Well i guess thats it FOR NOW. more to come cos know why? sundays cluster is at sentosa so...photo photos

And still I have the pain I have to carry, a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

2007-03-05T07:02:00.000-08:00

All the times
that we remember
have fun with
and sit together, throughout.

post#46 bra

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MARCUS TEO MING HONG

turned 16?March 5, 1991-

for you, brother.

And it seems to me,
you lived your life,
like a candle in the wind,
Never fading with the sunset,
even when the rain sets in.
,Elton john
candle in the wind

2007-02-27T23:18:00.000-08:00

Hey cell. Wheres hyperspace? Anywhere.

post#45 bra

hey whats happ'n boy.wow some time since i un-dusted this place anyway.yup. can say lots happened so far ya...became super close to shawn lau suddenly 2 weeks ago haha..yea. Our days had been fun, and nick lim?....haha thats one cool boy. shawn-RyanDunn, Nick-SteveO, barry-Knoxville. hahaha...jackass was fun, yea. that gig at er...their friend's gramp's 50th aniversary was so freaking super funny.haha the play ground stool was the only biggest jackass move we did though. AND though we wanted jump into the pool from the second floor restaurant balcony.
nowadays me and nick lim go out every friday haha...NOT nicholas SIM, he is Nick LIM. super fun la, our new mode of relaxation. even though that faggot always beats me in pool by 1 ball and hes like "who got thrashed yesterday???". Aw come on..it was ONE ball.and oh yea we went to shop for Electric(its a brand numbnuts) aviators but turned out the price was so freakin' sexy. and like what nick said..maybe Bam will give us one each.And yea i still remember that fuck that called me s*o*t. And yes shawn can i have those knoxville shoes...its official man!!

Standing in line, to see the show tonight.And there's a light on heavy glow
By the way, I tried to say I'd be there...waiting for

2007-02-12T00:20:00.000-08:00

Somebody turn on the aircon. Way to hot here.
Oh please. This CANNOT be candid..
green haha tennis shirt!!! on joel. Mine's like much nicer!
To think that they have grown so much.

post#44 bra

haha.i just have to laugh at pictures. seems like we have not grown a lot actually. just that excessive fun is still a major habit in us. Anyway todays done and i just finished my english paper...hmm.dont know if it was easy or difficult..but hope i get AT LEAST straight Bs cos if im even gonna fail N...i dont know if i even got brains. anyway theres stilll a big sister saying that " yes you are going to do well cos i say so and because youre gonna work hard" . so okay lor. anyway got no choice cos i better start doing something about my studies. Even though nowadays going to school is like doing my time in prison. Ya. Bday passed like on sunday..but this time i dont feel any much older haha..seriously. Sunday was quite...er. messy and all but actually i'm already rather happy that the cell and some many others took time to come though. EVEN though a certain few of the important ones couldn't make it...darn.dang. maybe sometimes you just cant expect things to turn out in the way that you would imagine it to be...ya thats it. and yar. saturday. quite fun actually...then a usual service...luckily i didnt bother to dress up haha...ended up looking almost like kow. ALMOST lar . hahaha and tan looked so freakishly hot and all and I DIDN'T. Crap, and ya. she tripped while dancing?...guess to me...still felt pretty proud of her cos i mean. I couldn't even dance half like her even if i had training..so ya. creditS to that. but tan. you were dancing for god la so shit didnt have to matter right. crazy hair girl. Youre gonna put your aunty out of business la..and Teo's dad's coat is still in the wash haha...thankings for it Mr T... and ya i was very happy that lydia came to my table on sat night just to explain for pangsehing me for abt two weeks and saying sorry and asking me not to be angry haha...someone so sincere....so i forgave pok.yup. so i'll be back soon...take care. see you see me see them.

And I can see the pain in you, and I can see the love in you. Fighting all the demons will take time. It will take time.

2007-01-24T06:03:00.000-08:00

post#43

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JOEL WONG YONG ZHENG

turned 16?january 23, 1991-

for you.brother.

Take it easy, take it easy,
don't let the sound of your own wheels drive you crazy.
Lighten up while you still can,
don't even try to understand,
just find a place to make your stand and take it easy.
,the Eagles.

2007-01-17T04:35:00.000-08:00

Anger Anger. I can't SEE. Anthony keidis

The times.Tim tan and bra in school bus...bas.haha
Peppers?...college students then.

This boy was always there when u need him.I meant mr france

post#42

hey hello.vbeen quite some time.real dusty anyway...my eyes are swollen and sore again.every morning blinded for at least an hour. you know you feel super agitated and irritated when you can't see?....i mean you can't even do all the simple tasks and feel rather helpless that your little brother have to even tell where the toilet is. And ya. school a bit sian and its like living day after day not doing much.Got choice? no. Dnt is nuts la...they give you a week to do 7 ideas.by the way its possible to spent a whole day on 1 idea. OH YA. oh my goodness. You know...mTeo's DAD bought him a 42'INCH PLASMA. i fainted at his place that night la. the night when regina was there too...haha she damn funny. Moto phones are ereally nice to use too. esp my Z3.haha random. anyway...i've been late almost everyday in school. I really wanna get outta the "authorities" way...but Word says to..."submit to your authorities"....Shit.oh ya i'm now a blacklist rival #9 ahha. Cell geting better now even though i still grudge someone inside?...it sucks but what to do...i guess for now its all i have to say?. very tired now i better go rest my eyes. tan getting more pretty haha ever since i told her to stop cutting her hair.and yes i still have your super sexy picture hahahaha....Kill me !!!

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking, true or false it may be, She's still out to get me

2006-12-26T01:00:00.000-08:00

Haha.court nights.paul and kow's face really cute
This is Ebay..haha.E! B! A! Y!
Me and xian was busy spraying our own members
The girl with the most contagious smile ever.Yeo SY ha

Ah Jo & bra & Teo

Post#41 bra

This is nuts la.I'm finally willing to be less lazy and blog.this post was suppose to be after camp which was 18 but here it is on th 26.but anyway.hmmm.hows stuff?...its alright.ha.really.not much happening though.like what lydia said,"barry,you got no life unlike me!!!"....So?!. Working 24hrs means life to her then i got nothing to say.But really...i feel a bit no life everyday.oh ya back to the main point, camp.Why jesus?.honestly i still don't know how to explain my answer.I guess through this camp, i saw that..there's a lot to study,meditate,and to understand about living in His family.It's not just you know...singing worshipping praying...but its a lot more to understand.And a lot like literature.okay joking.Anyway...i guess the camp was like really really fun, the only thing He showed me was that,we don't Have to see or cry for Him.but maybe the whole point for the camp was just for Him to take us off from the busy and noisy and real hectic lifestyle just to spend time and to enjoy a spiritual time-off.Well...at least i did?.my group Ebay was supa cool man..We had Xian,Zy,elizabeth,lynette,J.lo,sam lee,celine,kean yong,John and me.bra.haha honestly my group was really crazy people in disguise.Our motto was like " Scrub bananas and snap houseflies today,tomorrow and forever! Join the revolution! " haha.kota really madness la really.thats practically a housefly capital.Sick.samuel was the top snapper and flicker haha...he could flick a fly and kill it in mid air!!!!....I couldn't do that in 10yrs!!! but i guess our main motive in the group is to HAVE FUN and not really to be the best group.And thats what we did so like..really happy la.I mean we didn't rrreeealllyyyy bother about being the best group and all but we just did our best to play together as a group.And we really had fun.Weather was another nonsense..but at least we learnt..we have authority over such stuff and it stopped when we said please stop.and it did. Really.Oh yes, my angel was sara and she was really nice to write me all them thangs...and guess what haha..my mortal was su yan.I tell you that girl is super amazing.When she smiles, you WILL smile too..contagious.hmm well this year was something different though...oh ya my cell got lock out of the room too.laugh then.okay i gots to be going the now. seeya.

And above all the others we'll fly, this brings tears to my eyes, my sacrifice

2006-12-13T07:03:00.000-08:00

Ahahaha took this at some station.quite a hot lady.dont care la
hard-to-find size.S
This cat was at my work place that night.very cute..

post#40 bra

Heyyy....today is thursday.the last day before i leave for Why Jesus?...haha.thats like the church camp theme.hmmm.actually i feel very confused.I mean i can't wait to leave but at the same time.there are things which i cannot leave behind.Today was like super tiring cos i spent my like entire day out with ver.yupp.i really dont know how to say anything now.i can say its a very mature understanding but anyway thats all im gonna say.Anyway.nows not the time to say anything out.so....Summary----had my last pasta at home, hugged my bro for the last, and then.out for a whole special last day of fun.til now.ver bought me a new shirt to wear for Xmas..also paid 10 for my sweater haha.i love it all really..haha.thanks so much ver.but but but. what the f man.hate to say this but...all fun and nice things gotta end some time.so yupp.Haven't even finish packing all my stuff.soooo much.but what i really wanna gain from this camp is. To understand and learn how to obey.Its the first step i must take in order to take control of myself.Actually also gotta thank pastor b for bringing me through so much i couldn't learn on myself.And now gotta resume my packing.gotta go! take care everyone back here and at camp. may the holy one be with you! i think im gonna cry when i leave tmw..but i know its 50% tears of joy cos i will be having fun.Bye Ver !
see you punkarses.

(Special blog dedication.)
The fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the holy one is understanding.

2006-12-05T12:10:00.000-08:00

We all have our life heroes.forever mj yea paul:"Come on man don't shy smile!!" Bra"okay fine man"
haha couple wallpapers

post#39 bra

Hello again.actually really just wanna talk about today haha.or okay, nows like 3am on wed so..."TODAY" means tuesday la ok.ha.hmm monday was so stupid la..got into some lousy cheap trouble but i was okay in the end la.Today! went to town at like some freaking early cos of some arsecracking..12 to be exact.tan bought her party dress and nick did nothing haha,but i was worse.me and tan was busy calling the whole phonebook for anyone who has a 1990 and below ic so i can go into the bloody Mos.in the end the christopher lim lent me, but aiya haha.so long story.i waited till 9pm for V and tan..those two ah.ought to be spanked..still play dress up..by the time we got there in the cab.I tell you seriously, I have never seen such a huge-abhgsegvhfbvhb population of punks all in one place.in the end got through the first security check but the other.F man.but the lady at the first check already knew it ain't me.but she was soo beautiful and pretty and she just let me pass haha..really.but fuck the fat shit bastard at the second security check man.that son of a father n mother took tan and my ics and threatened to call the police.sick fuck.too bad in the end ah,chris lim and gen ong had to come down just to 'bail' our ass.but not that bad still la, THAT FAT Suck took my ticket and disappeared.say i no balls.ironically.then V was sweet enough to come out and 'console' us for a while then we just walked to Riverside...point and sat at S'pore river for a solid hour to talk.went on to macs.What the f macs man.f macs i tell you...Advertisement frenzy 2 hours+++...same repeats some more.i almost cried while the thing drove me insane.its tormenting...two hours of skydiving and chinese tuition adverts.argh.V kept telling us that the party was extremely boring and horrible..i hope so though..ronin playing my foot la tan...haha.at least paul 2hill,(haha), and joakim gomez and that jasmine girl sat beside our table so we could chat.they still gave us free tshirts that they stole hahaha...cheapskaters..haha joking~!!...then 3 of us shared a cab home...ahhhhrrgggg.seriously la, even if the day sucked damn bad..BUT V was very nice and sweet so i felt much......comforted.and thanking to tan again.thank you V !! goodnighty sleepover punks..

Can anybody find their home, lost in the sun.

2006-12-01T22:13:00.000-08:00

HA.super fun la that night..terry boy put dry ice in my pants.
terry goh jun leong, give me block
its already in my phone i swear...
drunk night.kettle honey dijon chips.S'pore river.

post#38 bra

helllo.not very long since my last post.right lynette???....hmm.have been very working my ass off for the entire week...double jobs can kill a man.or guy.i suddenly have this crazy craving for malay and indian food and kettle chips.jason wong jun yi....take care of yourself in korea.not much happened this week.every morning wake up brush bathe eat work play work play eat sleep...boring like boring.Still gotta save up for my new graphics card and my own battlefield 2142 collectors set.thinking of it just gets me smiling away.but ANYWAY.actually im completely saving for my Xmas shopping, i better make this one successful man.but too much chalets and camps coming up...Ahhhhgggrrrsfasdrfgv dfgvg!!!!!! FFFFF. so little time. I'm practically giving everyone in my phonebook at least a card.this festive season, i am gonna burn off the entire pocket.but whats the Season of giving without Giving itself huh??..right???

Making me feel so sure,turnin your lovelight down again

2006-11-28T19:05:00.000-08:00

post#37 bra
OI. im like updating at 10+++++ which is a bit nuts because i should be finishing up my portfolio now..before MY REAL holidays start..Nafa must die. but anyway..Sooo0000 much have happened these weeks that i cant even recall the timeline of events.but what i Do know is that. i had a swollen eye last week.damn.thats when paul had to pray and kow had to tell me.."Just go a see a doc okay?"..ha.A forty dollar visit for 'special' eyedrops can really burn a teens pocket.especially for me it burnt my pants off.BUT anyway ya.so much other stuff happened and i dont even know what to type here.should be doing work in school now using the com but no.here i am updating.OH ya.also talk a lot to amda poh and faith cheah but what the f..haha stupid chap nonsense..k la really gotta go...damn.Thank me lynette.

You had a dirty look, you caught me on your hook

2006-11-16T21:53:00.000-08:00

leonard.bryan got pulled in haha loser.bryan is laughing.
dont laugh yet til u see what bryan was like when he came down the slide.he was like.."Oh my balls !"" hahahaha
watched covenant with heng and bryan..haha.stupid spider jokes.
This is terry's bro.quite cute with that dreaded animal
this looks like one of the FRIENDS forever slogans..

post#36 bra
hey sup dawwgsss.anyway.been a wierd week actually. wierd. like shit happens..all i can recall is...i watched covenant twice with leonard and bryan..we swam in shorts with our underwear,
and i've been working my ass off every darn day. Although happy to say i made it to marina square and bugis for a short shopping time. bought two khakis and a bag for school.and four lego limited edition keychains.damn.but three is for people though.one for the beloved and favourite teacher of all time.the other for that person who was always backing my ass...and the other.for household keys.hahaha.Awwwwshit la haha.later gotta go work again.cant seem to fufill my target.but with a job pay like that,i never need a wallet.(too thick)..but anyway.but yesterday.wah i tell u.cannot tahan. i just blew up. i mean ...if someone gives you 12+ months of non stop shit and attitude on and off....you get angry but you dont really get THAT angry.but i mean. just please stop it la...i dont wanna be a sucker all the time. there has to be a point right?but whatver it is..i'll just see whether they can "uphold" their promise .(as if they have kept any).cell time.quite happy that i sort of really cleared my ass up after My mess but ya.sorry mens..i was an ass agreed.but other stuff...there are still some people who are too high about themselves...rich. why not go f money.those that think people are not 'up to their standards'...what standard do you have when you yourself is so...low.right?..see ya punkarses.

I'm the shoreline and you are the sea.you are. you are.

2006-11-06T20:34:00.000-08:00

post#35
Thou shall not blog till the covenant is complete
thy powers can take thy life
thou shall be resurrected
soon.

ahahaha..
real funny eh..blog soon but not too soon.

I am the crawling dead,a phantom in a box ,shadow in your Head

2006-10-30T00:20:00.000-08:00

terry nippies.see the stick?..bad boys..
who are u calling 'moob'y dick?
1/2 a clique pic
clique men.

post#34 bra
heyhey.the f___?...yup.anyway..im like blogging with bryan ho's com(younger bro).quite suprising that this piece of crap can even be switched on.anyway.had a really mad and confusing week.seriously..like got back my results..principal wants to stop me from nafa.and aiya what the f la..got so much to kill so little time.you know..nows like monday and i am waiting for abby to call the moment the plane touches.i've been missing that by for 11+ days but don't know hows shes feeling now.really tired.hope god does our stuff well.but anyway,most of the week was rough and but friday was the best la.yupp.class outing and stuff.dont feel like talking much abt it cos..a lot la. but the day was rather fun.we did a loada shit. but of course all good thing gotta end some time.then weekends was so bad if i talked about it i would have killed sharin or hao..f.f.f.f.f.f.f.but ya.i guess i just really crazy these months.kow didnt send me back yesterday!..couldnt even walk la.but the heck.i dont blame him la.anyway.going to work soon.with ts..gotta earn my ass some stash.and i really miss by a lot.Please come back?

later night i spoke to you, so give a chance to be yo man

2006-10-25T09:35:00.000-07:00

Hahaha.my fav episode.FORT KNOXVILLE
Bam's hummer.he's gonna get real pissed after john takes off the roof
that day at vivo with jane and mable.the snowmans really skinny..

Phil.Phil.happy anniversary...

Post#33 bra

went to janes place today.actually should shut up totally about it and stop being such an asssssss.anyway..haha caught viva la bam at her place...so freaking nice la.real funny. then later went off to work..hmm, actually was quite fun but ended up with the same cash as the day before..no improvement at all.fuck it la, monday partner teckseng..then should be problem solved.legs gonna tear off soon.and like still gonna plan for class outing on friday.see ya damn punkassses

Sometimes shes hot, sometimes i'm cold, sometimes my head wants to explode

2006-10-20T10:01:00.000-07:00

this is like the most unforgettable place to sec306 cuglts..
ciglt informal drill competitions
Our cuglt redcross team poses.to the photographer.ME?!!!
Cuglt guides team...screwing up(a bit) sorry..haha
Cuglt sec306 Group 1 !!! yu ting,shimin,barry,kenny,roy,jia en

post#32 bra **special entry**
hello once again from another week.now i'm like finishing up my nafa end yr portfolio.really tired and just feel like killing my ass.i'l just start all the way from thurs.sec3s had this combined UG camp..yupp.2days 1 night.actually,i thought the whole camps gonna be super terribly boring cos there werent A LOT of people..only our level.but turns out, the camp was very very fun...reaallllyy.never bluff you.you know, even though...the camp programs and activities didnt always go according to plans..but i still think that the commitee did a good job??...ya..i mean..they did take allll the trouble just for the rest of us sick asses lying at home watching tv..while they worked the crap out of their butts.thats gross but anyway...everyone was like.."michelles going to screw up everything!!" but in the end..i guess that chummy still did her job..except..maybe not very well.but still did.2nd day, we had drill competition..i was like official photographer.hey.i was damn pro la...ask the commitee if you don't believe!.was running across the whole parade square to get all the good shots.Ailin too...she was the video woman..haha.what the heck.thanks la lin...i sort of loved my group a lot..haha.shimin is like nice and fun and kenny and roy were..as usual.yting was quiet..jia en was also fun.victor.no comments..ha. bowling lehhhh...haha.michelle was in my team.shes damn bad at trowing balls la..but i wasn't too good myself.had fun though. at the end of it all.I missed the times during the camp..haha.seriously..all the noise..the first aid..the dog & bone..the MCCHICKENS..HAHAHA.nvm.self amusement. goodnight cuglts..maybe next yr we'll do more.=))

**personal** 23/10/06 Sunday
hey.anyway.feeling quite bored and "emotionless" this few days..break camp then went to nigels party..wah.worse car ride in charltons car since kows nissan latio.but NUS was really nice..hmmm.then.aiyo donno how to say actually..but anyhow.feeling really sad that i will be dropping or retaining..i just praying that now will go to 4n instead of 3e which is really lame..hmm.yup.abbys in china and...aiya.better go kill myself la.i really miss that by..anyway.now the cell quite shaky ahh..actually i guess its just me.sorry tan and everyone else..ytd when out with melissa sm..haha.quite fun la..she made me suuper happy that girl..we went to buy birks..topshop,topman,look for jane while she working..haha, went to...pasta mania.then church!..amazing thing that she agreed to come..but i was disappointed that the wrong pastor spoke that night then i think..mel..u didnt enjoy it too much right?..but i hope u enjoyed yr favourite..worship...then stayed over at hers.went this morn in the same clothes la..then as usual..teo, des, jo, nic went tennis while i "hanged" with luke...but kow where!!!..anyway..haha..luke today you were so "anti-cheater"..but i guess its all about having fun.oh ya. i lost ipod cable...anyone got extra?...gotta go..have to present my portfolio at nafa tmw..night all then haters!

Whose heart ran out of summers.But before he died, I asked him.Wait, what's the sense in life

2006-10-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

whoa.quite nice ah this pic.kool la
see.new haircut.darn,like mohawk...but still nice
seeeee!!!
yesterdays newspaper.all to say is oh god.

post#31 bra
hellllllollolollolollll.actually this week is rotten la, but just trying to be....cool and not to depress my ass.ya know.my tests are actually so horrible that i know so well that dropping is inevitable,but whatever.what is done is done...sad la, but still,....sad.anyway.for the first time in sec sch life ah, i actually cut my hair on my own accord.ha.mohawk lookalike.but somehow i just feel it doesnt suit me very well..whatever.10 bucks.hmm today,had all the old folks in my school, and mr daniel lim was being a mofo.ass crack la him.and me,hao and sharin was all over the place and we like.Oh my god, victor was like....VICTOR:you think what! u emperor of the world AH ???? Sark(suck) ah!!!!...HAHAHA and all with the victor accent.shit funny la..then stayed all the way till 9pm for all the UG camp stuff for tmw.anger management class soo freaking fun la..hahaha.honestly, this program aint half bad.but.tmw got camp all the way from morning til friday.so..no blogging til then?.actually now i quite f#$%ing pissed at two particular people.quite close to me no names please..damn bastard la one fella, then the other dont know whether really wanna piss me or just playin.but if he/she is then obviously its not freaking funny at all.but the main asshole f ah,...that one really make already a few people intolerable to him/her because of his/he attitude.bloodaay.tan, we hate him to the rotten core.you know who im talking about la. sorry i dont owe u a f#$%ing living and so.so start acting as if everybody else and me does.going to nigels bday on friday.i really wish my whole camp and cell and friday evening wont be screwed.seeya.

everybody in the club gettin tipsy, everybody in the club gettin tipsy

2006-10-15T09:01:00.000-07:00

Cheryl !!!! poor girl..haha.she was soo tired last night..
jo!!!..haha.i told u the anchor butter was really cute.
that was a balloon tree la..and i thought these were funeral gifts
TAN!!!! hahahaha,.this is like the most fun time of yesterday la.
cheryl again...she got her braces removed! but still almost the same

post#30 bra
hmm.yesterday was really really fun...with tan in the whole afternoon..went to zara. OH MAN...hahaha soo many funny stuff happened.I was like waiting for her to try,she took approx. 12 mins to change 2 pieces of tops..and she came out.GUESS WHAT?! both were wrong sizes.(shows the sian face ha)and then.and then.and then.crap hahaha! shit happens! i cant say or i'll get killed.something to do with her brother bringing underwear for 5 measely bucks.we went back to church,we had to hide in the basement toilet for ah tan to change..and got cockroach! haha.i like screamed.she had to add on a belt.ha.Service was damn shitty actually? so noisy at the back.went with cheryl and sara to supper...HHAAAaaahaa.A&S RAB..sara!anyway gotta go now byebye!

I could die for you, whatcha wanna do, oh this life I choose .

2006-10-13T23:03:00.000-07:00

3 men.sweet men.no.really sour looking and 'unglam'
wah lao....who take ah...but nvm la. still quite nice
this guy super cool.nice hairdo too...haha.
Presenting PICTURE OF THE WEEK...(drumroll?)..Hi ! my name is NICKED!

post# 29 bra
just a boring blog la...haha.but nick look so freaking sick.its like....heavy metal without the hair tatoos..body hair or absolutely no shouting ffrom Mr anger therapist.

2006-10-13T22:47:00.000-07:00

sorry leonard.you still look as cool.smile more!
Eugene eugene...slumber.
Luke lUke LUke luKE.you also look as cool ha..
eugene? OI !

post#28 bra
hello website.hm.actually quite lost for words..not much to say la.just that my exams are extremely terrible.f horrible...very bad.hard to have faith during such times..talked to tan last night..quite fun la just that she laugh worst than a horse.."apparently your 'feeling' Sucks" and she went berserk..She said i looked very old.but still short. NVM then. checking out now..

2006-10-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hello curryna..Ok now i put already,and u dont even look half bad.Happy? say thank you!
Oh man oh man Old man.but thanks joel.haha remember? hi gramps
Go ahead and laugh if you wanna be all old school about this..Tim ! come back!

post #27 bra
hey.back againings..hows everthing going? oh nothing really just that i got cut off by people or more specifically, person. and er, my exams are going really bad, i have not done excercise for a week or so plus plus, there are people whom i lost trust, there are people whom i hate(suprisingly) and whats more?..im back to all my old stress relieving habits.and other than these every thing else is Peachy.Thanks for asking bra..F la damn.Nvm im gonna try to make things better..hopefully soon.Got new adidas singlets hha..what the heck..used to wearing these during climbs anyway..i presume it made the wallet cry when my friend(not naming) bought it.Anyway..saturday was not bad actually because 1 person turned the crap all around.i actually sat through the entire service alone.but nvm.that indian pastor..mark?..damn power la..start of with Van dollar.hmm.feel so shitty these weeks.Thanks to luke who said really nice stuff and thanks nic for teling me what to feel on sunday.Most importantly, thanks to felicia for being here for me...ha.take cary every bodiies

Many's the time I ran with you down,the rainy roads of your old town

2006-10-03T08:39:00.000-07:00

Shes Very p_ _ _ _y la...really!
And shes AHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Post#26 bra
hey this a quick one...anyway, this few days were a bit stressed but not as bad as self study week, but anyway.got math 1 and ss tmw...so gotta bunk.night everyone or everytwo... study hard too.sorry i'm a part girl la so..haha.Brooke(antm) is oh man..rebeccaH.(proj run) too haha.pretty girl.Laame

2006-10-01T02:47:00.000-07:00

haha.lucky Mr r neethi didnt see this at the porch mirror.
Hello miss lee...

Josh.Josh.Josh....haha.nice shirt man..(out of point) but u still got a cute face..
Ha.come back more often bryan...and david..dont do ^this again..haha

post#25 bra
damned.dont expect this one to sound too nice cos like quite WAHpsshhh stuff.anyway,yup. always forget to blog,but NEither does the guys...sunday.yesterday was last week of SOW. sad la man man man..its actually quite fun...or special..But most good things gotta end some time..next weeks back to da sanctuary.saturdays dance item was very well done actually..i would have broke the entire heel if I was doing it.well done dancers.the entire weekwas really tiring,but made it through the Last week before exams..tomorrows english.pray pray.school seemed to last forever when u wanna go home during lessons.yun hao was being really nice and jane was being funny and mable was being cute and sharin was shaving rulered sideburns.it was fun while it lasted though..i sorta miss the school budds,and i miss my guys too...anyway.weekends were rough and really fucked(first vulgarity in a blog) up.but i mean, as if i could have done anything to prevent it.just quite dumb la,makes no sense.sorry to all the people i screamed at though. and i mean thanks my nic and marc for their trust and support during these times.Ipods.Tsk. stupid shit.thanks for bryan for coming today too..still my favourite old man.hmm.love my classmates too haha..and nic and jo and des and marc...may i wish all the best in tetstetstetttteesst to come.lord be with you mens

All the stars are out tonight it feels as though I mightMake some sense

2006-09-16T10:50:00.000-07:00

post#24 bra
heyeyey..today was super crazy fun la...ha. i went out with Davids Molkol...oh man his like my pathway to my future career in fashion.took him through town,had breakfast and lunch, wow.he's an amazing guy. i guess only those i told willl know what im talking about..and ya..hes also my moms friend,or smth, he's like the designing editor for elle ny...freaking big shot.he actually decided to give me a chance to do fashion as a professional career after my stuff are completed..thank god for that.anyway, went to service after that...got 2 guys called nathan or smth and his dad..worship was not bad, but honestly i miss the worship team.I think i wore really formal to service cos everyone was like ' hey bra, whats the occasion?' but no cos actually cos of my day with Mr davids.marcus, was super fun today dont know why hahaha..AND he shaved the damn head AGAIN.the heck man..my cell like starting a new trend..but ya, teo brought a guy called shawn or sean..whatever u spell it.cat high too, but honestly, i really miss tim tan..its like loosing a good friend.really good friend.anyway, i might also be joining the worship team to sing for junior campers..whiile playing in senior...but kota tinggi so..yuck.hmm for updates.whole week was damn fun cos i spent so much quality time with YUN HAO!!!! and of course jane,mable,sharin and junaid..super funny la we guys..did so much nonsense..and the stupid fishball joke by sharin...HAHA..oh man.now i so enjoy school cos of my budds there.thank you guys!..for not letting me be a loner.ha, that also,few days or week ago went out with yun hao..ha.(i still miss her)super funny.but too emo. devil wear prada So good.but sad show because it reflected my mother.Anyway..here are some koool pics from service night.. 'sup hengster.hows it going..too bad bryan thought you were ugly here ha
Come on guys, do it for old times sake?!
hahaha! tania super funny la..Tania:"look i cut fringe!"..haha 3 brudders-in-arms
whoa. very classic man this.notice marcus's new shave.damn.the guy behind using N80.random ha

As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me.

2006-09-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

post#23 bra
real dusty place.anyway,monday, which is also first of holidays..i mean, end yr exams are only three weeks from now.time strains.hmmm.super tired and painful over man, so much stuff went on for the past week.as in i think cos gots loads of things to do..like super busy with everything.just hope that like, dont get distracted by climbing or going out too much.Saturday was not bad la,just that ya, the sleepover didnt go as planned.but first time i did testimony so was quite...funny.in the nervous kinda way.but still gotta thank teo for helping me in prayer a bit.even though the end is still up to me la,at least i stayed calm so...went well.ended up with daryle in the night though.whole night super fun.ha.even though only two guys but we saw loads of wierd yet funny stuff on the net..watched family guy too..haha.laugh till i gotta go shit. found out a lot about him too,haha.sleeps on a 50 plus cm wide sofa bed.haha then i ended up on three chairs cos he gots no extra bed.sunday woke up and went with tan who was staying BESIDE daryle..i made her late for 20mins ! haha..cluster lasted like super duper whole day..ha. can say cluster was really good,even though some of my cell guys thought it was b..or..in..g..i mean..i couldn't say i would do better..actually ahh..the maze,zys station was the most meaningful la..even though my group and even Me thought All had morals..haha,then we made up our own.so funnnnyyy.anyway.whole body of injuries..damn sian la huh.seletar for tennis later on..even though i actually slept on the side bench for an hour plus before i played a BIT.nic like twisted his index...caught a ride from him and wah piessshhh.thats it for a whole weekend.and of all,did i mention my whole family was overseas for the two days?..rarity,but still Good.just watched "Best of the Best" on tv...really good show even if its from the 90s...hmm.

promiscuous girl,you know what i want and i got what you need

2006-08-25T07:29:00.000-07:00

post#22 bra **special entry** (haha)
this is the first special entry im going to make,BY THE WAY,i dedicate this post to bend sec 3e classes.anyway now is like 10.35 which is an hour plus after adamkhoo's i am gifted so are you camp. Honestly,i wasnt very excited or enthusiastic about the camp or programme.but now after 3 solid rock hard days..i was rather moved by it.not trying to be emotional and mushy all about it.but i guess,the three trainers,Mr Danny,Mr Wayne and Mr kok woei tang,are really such wonderful people.just got too much to say.but make it short and readable..yesterday was the first time i cried so hard for the sake of my parents.mind you,MY parents.Mr dan really got so pissed at all the crap,which just made him blow up and talked about what my express classes said,subject on hating parents.he said every single thing that actually hit every point in me..almost,or maybe 60% of us were just crying their lungs out.anyway other than that,this camp brought such a valuable time and lesson to me,which is,bonding with my friends,classmates actually.I mean its extremely rare that we get times like these..and just wanna say thank you to my class,the other two classes as well,and trainers.God has indeed spoken through this camp..to me,and even to those who shun him.i hope from this, my E classes and classmates will from now,strive for their future.way to go Es !

(sign off is dedicated to Es)
I wonder if you know,how we live in tokyo

2006-08-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

post#21 bra
hey hey. its been hmm,1 week. family gone case already.but u know what? my dad wanted to make up by doubling my pocket money.they dont realise that however rich those two are, i dont care.and money doesnt cut it.But if he wants to give, i dont mind at all.anyway, feeling super tired now, haha so much fun stuff happened ytd and today.start from sat,woke up at 7 for flag day with melly and germs..then initially wanted to go mels house to continue sleeping, but end up they were nice enough to go marina with me to support PLMC TNG !!! soccer team lar.even though they were non christians..so i went in uniform.so dumb.end up was the reserve's reserve player.ha.anyway..we started off shaky but in the end we got 4th place! very well done guys! tania and daryl was with me all the way..haha.photographers.oh ya guess what tan said! "bra, a lot of girls will go ga-ga over you cos youre so hot(to OTHER girls) and you better play well next yr" haha! wah that was the first encouraging thing to me for the past week.thanks tan! i feel a lot better actually.then in the night, went to service.Eunice also made me feel better cos she gave me sweets!..and i praised her for removing the braces.(i thought she left it at home! haha! ok nvm not funny.)anyway.my bro also comforted me..when i needed him.thanks for that big hug marcus...love u! wth.dont think anyhow ah.SUNDAY.today.late for cell.anyway...lan was stupid.me tan and des couldnt win a coupla punks.like marcs and jo..haha sorry! im so sore.ha. then the rest of the day was super stony.studied two hours with ashley..then did so many retarded stuff,she went to super glue my arm to the trigo worksheet..then took a vid while i tried to pull it off. so evil larr.And then later..eating styrofoam cups.it made that..er,stephanie?go like " EE!! styrofoam cup eater! GO away! and then later the few guys played pingpong punishment? then end up i had to do 33 jumping jacks in 1 min.then second punishment, do ten laps of frog leaps,with the croaks.stupid jremy dwight and especially spencer.ass.so pro for what?! then at 7 me marc jeremy(his older bro) and spencer and dwight were all talking rubbish about 10G phones..wars and a new era of gang fights! hahaha.full of nonsense..haha! jeremy,use bazooka kill ka zwah(cockroach).here are some pics of yesterdays soccer and 2 bonus lame ones.enjoy..

2006-08-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

post#20 bra
here it is the latest and newest underpanty entry.okay nevermind,i am just JOKING.anyway..
ya its now like 11 plus and i guess im really tired cos today in chrch we had what..captains ball. we played with legs at first..but in the end it was really funny cos paul kept telling me and tan how worms jump..then laugh till cant play..ha, but seriously its super funny.and i still fail to understand WHY ashley and tan can laugh Sooo hard at justin's " g-g-baby!!" phrase la..its really so unglam to laugh like lame crap.and felicia broke her toenail,then luke had to elaborate to me and her how the nail comes off.Damn sick.i not sure but i mean,it must be super painful to actually literally remove a nail off the toes.darn.had a short chat with josh and leonard and catched up a bit..leonard say if i got rejected for junior..i should go join the big guys in senior commitee and be Kool.but the heck im not ready to level up so high...anyway,ya today my cell had bad tensions and i hope my apology should be enough..and the cell should be back together soon i hope.and im quite HAPPY with how * is being..ya.its good when someone actually cares for you and put their schedule behind to be with you,and this is sarcasm because this whole thing was suppose to be a show,a set up.like a lie.but to my daily hell still on the problems list i dont know why..school. <--this should be a vulgar word la..like,"hey are you going to ****** tomorrow?". nevermind not amusing...then now err...becca want to stop tuition super sad!. then now i think maybe choy and charlene coming to take over..maybe just not use to them lo..ya..and then now parents are still always a big mountain thats really difficult walk past.Note i said walk past NOT move.i guess rest of the week should be quite hectic cos yr end exams in like what..2 months. crazy.im going nuts over trigo..so freaking difficult to swallow.sin-cos-tan, toa cah soh rubbish.now we got table tennis madness...EVERYbody playing with that really old table..or like what melly like to call, PingPong.sorry not my type..ha.nevermind la ha.tmw got stupid school.really dont wanna go la..but nvm..bye.

Will i choose water over wine

2006-08-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

post#19 bra
hi.ok im reeally not in the mood for this.not at all.things arent really light for me..im sorry to all who reads this blog and notice that most or almost all MY entries are about pain and tears.today
school was so bad i rather not talk about it.got a bandaged leg and when to school in slippers,that f-ing bald sh-t pe teacher..make me take it off and say i lie to him.SINCE when do u get blood or wounds for a sprained foot la.what the heck.this kind of people should do everyone a favour and just go and die.come on read this blog,think i give a shit about the damn you think.anyway.ya i called dessy in the middle of nowwhere and cried my soul out because of some really delicate and sensitive matter.by the way thanks des for the help..you made me feel that im worth more than worthless.then the rest of my day is full of crazy thoughts going wild.ok i'll be honest. i got heartbroken today k..ive never know how or what it means to "stabbed my heart with a knife" meant til today.it is so painful.So painful.after the crying stops you feel spiritually dry and emotionally drained.then later never thought i would..i went..drink water.then got goggy.people 15 or older will understand what i mean.Anyway..til now problems and my world is in a standstill.i can no longer hold what i want..just have to hope the big guy up there knows what his plans are.please?..

alderons not far away,its californacation

2006-07-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

post#18
okay hello guess who.

brary has terrible taste in blogskins or maybe,
just different from mine :/
cause im cool and his not OHWELL

so now, the biggest question is.
Who am i?

2006-07-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

post#16 bra
hello..hello.hello.hello.its been a bit the long la..with des here MAybe it wouldnt be as boring..anyway..firstly,school.last 2 wks poned sch and now..got blowned up big.liike what the heck man..lastwk too..my platoon officially took over the part Ds in nc. piang..storeman is a great role..cos i mean ah, u get to do math while slacking la..then now..Home.oh ya nowadays ma dont bother much abt anything,i think its better this way.went to marcs crib so many times till damn late and NOthing happened..miracle ey?..and ya.theres something abt television.or mostly MTV.why? because it seriously la..Brainwashes you.now i realise excessive mtv can change a person..and by experience, i agree.now like quite siao a bit..i cant believe i actually did crazy things for nth la..but that isnt the point..i think now schools much better..cos at least a few treating me nicer than they usually do.they said bcos nobody "knew" me.anyway..ya now..like..feel like shit every single day..so much rubbish.might as well be dead then.then u got ppl u love making you worry abt them..like whether they are doing well..or sick..or..i dont know la.god like..come on man do smth..im tired..as in i want to sleep and sleep..so tired of everything..REALLYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not a bluffer.k la..hope airbus sells more planes..i like their seats..ok random.byebye

2006-07-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

post#15 bra
heylo.piang eh this place dusty until can conduct room inspection la..anyway,its been sometime anyway..firstly,sad crap.hmm ytd stuff with that woman got really bad and i mean BAd.crap ended at 3am..anger is really hard to contain sometimes..then went to sleep,but i mean..crazy la, couldnt wake up in the morning,ended up 'poning' or skipping school for the FIRST time.12/7/2006, the first time bra skipped school,damn scared tmw la..dont know how to explain sia..seriously im afraid of skipping school,as much as i hate going there..okay.good stuff, bought a new phone today..haha jo's old phone But in black..yeah!..dont know what happen la, but i actually thought a song by wang lee hom was nice.goodness.its chinese,firstly i didnt understand a thing it sang,secondly,its not bad la..have to admit.mtv la.blame them..first chinese song in bra's pod..anyway summary of my 2 weeks..horrible and lowdown.as usual la..eastina took my bass!!..u better be taking be good carings..OH ya! that day..MONday..went chew house
ended kena from that woman..then marcus also kena for nothing..soory la deh.still love u la..haha.im not gayyy...i think 2 wks away from service..i think i might be backsliding la..k la.gots to go now..later tmw cant wake up end up 'poning'

2006-07-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

post#14 JOEL

okay so i'm here again.school was super fun want to know go my blog. okay la actually ask me cos i didnt write everything down there just the jist of it. eeeh friday, pray there's no ncc although i don't see why not. match at 3 later? ahaha it's gonna be a draw. okay no draws so aiya both teams lose then italy can win. who's in italy ah? okay nevermind not fun. soccer soccer. i hit my toe.
too bad i can't upload pics my com lagging and i'm impatient.

jumping up and down.
jumping up and down.
jumping up and down shout Hosanna!

2006-06-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

post#13 bra
heylo.hmm..tthis is like the 3rd day in school.i mean hell.cannot cooperate with time at all..cant wake up in the morn,sleep in class like nobody's business.ya..class splits in two, i gots a new math teacher..NOt jackson or susan..anyway,ya..the teacher teaches better,bt what the crap..all the lians were on my side of the class.but anyway..ya..so much work including beccs..and dying at home like 1 puppy.ncc getting more lame but ya,army guys dont have a choice?..at least now spec then..can slack.but still! the whole thing im trying to say IS.school suck la huh..? while rchl is telling me to show my mom that she can trust me,its just..not working, i mean like the past week i've been studying all the nights without being distracted at all..and when i asked her nicely just to use the com.i got the stupidest attitude again.like i mean i've tried so many times, and this time,im just trying again for the sake of rch telling me to do so..but it yet again proves that she still got that sick attitude problem in her.does it still takes 2 hands to clap? or one just doesnt want to co operate? whatever it is, this is the last time and no more.no more and i mean it..and also quite irritated at the fact that got people who act damn sarcastic and thinking thats its funny.im sure.forget about all the cranky stuff, back to pastimes>cant live without redhotchillipeppers..especially the photos.anthony keidis.here i am remaniscing about outrageously long hair..BUt NOo my teacher HAD to make me cut..now i look like nakata from japan.shaddup nick, i know u are, but i also know they stink.peppers peppers peppers! you know why people?? because its Californication.

2006-06-26T06:45:00.000-07:00

post#12 marcus
memoirs of many dogs.

something

2006-06-26T06:43:00.000-07:00

post#11 marcus
memoirs of many dogs.

something

2006-06-25T05:02:00.000-07:00

post#10 bra
Thanks gery and marc and soh..bestest budds love you'al..! the others can drool on this.
the inside.unleash the dutch

2006-06-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

post#9 joel

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
I pray we'll find your light
And hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night
Let this be our prayer
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe

thought these lyrics were meaningful.
God bless you all

2006-06-17T22:48:00.000-07:00

post#8 bra
hey..hello.hi.anyway, its been like what..five days since the missions teams left.. but really, i think partly cos of that..most of the cells were "broken"..then a lot of empty holes..then the whole service last night was reeaally real seriously bad.bad as in bad. was like the whole sanctuary was dead ppl.but i guess this is just A week. joel just came back from aust. bought me 20+ torch volcom keychain.now i'll nv loose my keys..yup thanks la puppy.this morning was real messy, woke up just in time for cell to meet nikki in the train..haha, she watches stupid japanese anime on her pod..japanese...yeeeee.turns out..NO cell. ya..dota was not bad. today is dad day..Sianxxx.have to be nice to my family..AGAin.hmm. the missions are like killing me! argh. please come back!!

2006-06-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

me and marcs before th flight.emotions man
the xiamen team..! to bring forward gods word
me at nicks crib.damn he's flab

post#7 bra
hey chio bus..ha.anyway,ya..todays like what the tuesday..stayed at nicks crib.. stupid butt.he didnt let me sleep AT ALL..have to play 4 hours+ dota nonstop with him..okay la still can pawn him a bit la.then we went to airport at 6 to send the xiamen team off..so emo when hugged marcus goodbye, but lucky can tahan the tears la, but i mean not only him but like soh, abs, rachel, gery..SO sad!!! but ya like what chel said..got sto tahan a while la..anyway, after airport when brandons house, played winning eleven..beng lost to me! ha.sorry la penalty.but yupp quitekool la these few days...love TNG !

2006-06-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

post#6 nick
helllloooo.

2006-06-10T03:01:00.000-07:00

post#5 bra
anyway,ya, nightmares not over yet..and things are going shit for me...and yes the rest of the guys..im sorry i had to make this blog soo sick crap.but anyway, isnt this for shitting out inside pain?..ok.ya..my parents drove me out on wed..i got hell scolding from my classmates cos apparently, i forgot to bring the bbq funds..and i wasted my hell 3 days plus on nothing but my own silly rubbish.but i guess lifes all about making mistakes and learning..but i was wrong to think that i actually could control everything that happened to me or my friends..i guess that was i mistake i didnt learn.then im sorry everyone.

2006-06-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

post#4 joel
what's with the post(number thing) .okay maybe it looks cool but aiya tekken4 starting to feel quite fun all over again ohya tom and jerry too ahah the robotic cat pro la after that still dota halfway then pizza hut. not bad pizza's quite good then back to hot wheels eeeh i'm good at that =) okay that was how i spent today if you don't get me then ask nick. back home now, gonna leave for the airport in about 40 minutes? okay okay don't miss me too much haw. i've been thinking of everyone who looks so empty but when i look at the stars.........
okay that was a nice song.
aaah how to quit ncc ah still have 2 camps which are gonna burn the rest of my hols away.
so marcus and tania and gerry and nigel and every other mission tripper, enjoy tripping don't fall too much and go spread God's love. and yours too.
and to bra and nick and des, aw come on you still have each other. you three can be something cool like the 3 stooges or something.still hang around with each other ok? bra you'd better study and stay happy =) later when i come back i post all the stupid pictures of you ah ahahaha okay sorry sorry
bye kids.
i'll be back real soon.

2006-06-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

post#3 bra
hey again.its me..so stupid..that fella at the boot camp..
anyway, ytd i was feeling much better after talking to rachel
as in, sometimes i wonder why she always seems to appear when i sure as hell need her..
i mean thats a good thing..yup again i prayed last night during quiet time, and yet again before i fell asleep..she called me.ya, but that aint gots to do with nothing..just want to thank her for all her support every single time..anyway, im kinda stuck at home reading crappy books..real dusty
..and filling my head with rebeccas notes.but i guess for once nick said something that made sense..that he said i should keep myself occupied, and the misery will stay at bay.i guess that is true cos thats one of gods wills..yup. but how much i wish i could still be spending time with my best budd and the only love. okay no more cheesyness.take care joel, and make sure u come back with presents or u would be a grilled chimpanzee.Objective for me this 2 weeks? --anger management.

2006-06-05T20:58:00.000-07:00

post#2 joel hi all. meet barry .
always smiling and full of ridiculous yet funny actions =)
what do you think he was doing?
ohyeah not to mention his also a KNVB fan so just get him anything orange. he'll love you to bits

bet you laughed. if you didn't then eh..God bless you yup thats about it. thats nigel our cgl btw.remember source based questions, how do you think he's like?

hahaha sorry i didn't feel like typing much. see you all soon.
joel =)

2006-06-05T20:03:00.000-07:00

post#1 bra
hello.hey..im starting the1st post cos the guys aint that free
anyway,today is the 6th.marcus and tania and abby are at boot camp
for them mission trips..and today is the last day before joel leaves for my
homeland..but in a different state..anyway,im stuck at home, before
leaving for the last cell lunch for the next 2 weeks..everything seems clouded
and i fell really confused..i mean evryones leaving except for me and nick.
its kinda sucky..i thought i would be 'suaning' the mission trip and blame it
for crapping on me.but yet i thought again,rachel said i should be proud of someone
and be happy for the rest..how is like being,feeling lonely?..hmm i know..
i wish they never had to leave,but im not in control right..facing rejection is hard
though..soccer matches are slapping the energy out of me..there are countless things in
which ive done for many people..but i dont get none of it back, dont get it wrong i dont
expect anything back, i only want my effort to be recognized..anyway, marcus and pals are gone..so dying here.

2006-06-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

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